resistence / self sabotage OF 5.75

[Shannon]

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wow thats very interesting. i never saw it from that perspective. i didnt know how creative the subconscious mind can be and how much power it has like it can control everything. i didnt know that i (my subconscious mind) can be my worst enemy like my worst enemy hides there where i would never expect him.. inside me.

can we sum it up like this: every additional result other than the script is always fear based response? 

i did listen to OF 5.75 now for 6 days and im now on the third day of pause.

its giving me the intended results like others wrote in the beginning of their journal but like i mentioned before my subconscious mind responds additionally with attacking my past results. 

everything inside me wants to stop the program but i promised myself to continue no matter what because i already lost everything and i have no other option.

it feels like something is punishing me and it knows exactly what punishment will lead into me stopping to change my life.

i have thoughts like okay maybe fear is the reason but maybe this subliminal wont work in your case and its only a waste of time and your negative results and side effects will get only worse

but i will never stop the program no matter what. If the deep rooted problem is fear then i have to solve it

i am only sad because it feels like i am the only one that has to expierence this

Everyone has fear.  Everyone has to deal with it.  And while not everyone will have exactly the experience you have, believe me, MANY people out there will and do.  You are far from alone in this.

The subliminal is trying to free you of all of your fears.  Your subconscious - or, rather, one or more parts of it - are trying everything that they have to throw at you to stop that from happening.  Why? Because the program works, and is working, and they know that if they don't succeed in stopping you, they will be changed in ways that leave you without fear.

When it comes to this point - fear - the subconscious that generates and experiences fear will do and say almost anything to avoid having to change.  Lies?  No problem!  Why?  Because the root of all fear, as best I can tell, stems from the subconscious associating certain things with literal death.  Among them is being without fear, and the unknown.  It genuinely believes that it will literally die if you free yourself from those fears because they are all that keeps away the Dreaded Unknown.  That unknown which wouldn't be unknown for very long if you were to experience it.  (Because you'd quickly learn about it and how to deal with it.)

Those parts of you see this program and it's goals and success as the most dire possible threat.  They believe it will literally kill them (and possibly you) if they're not allowed to keep creating these artificial self made prisons of fear to hold you back with.  And so far as I know, the ONLY thing that will change that is... OF 5.75G.

So when you use this program, and you get resistance in the form of FUD (fear, uncertainty, doubt) your best response is to do one of the following things at a time until you override it:

1. Keep going.  
2. Use a more powerful format.
3. Increase the volume.
4. Increase the listening time.
5. Decrease your days off per cycle.

Basically, keep responding to resistance by upping the stakes until you override the resistant parts and cause them to change as needed to accomplish the other goals of the program.

"You want to resist?  Here's a little more.  Still resisting?  Here's a little MORE.  Want to keep resisting?  I will just keep increasing this until we are doing this my way.  I'm the boss here and I'm tired of being caged by fear.  This is going to end."

I suggest that your first step should be to reduce your days off to 1 per ASRB2 cycle.  Run with that for a couple of ASRB2 cycles, and report back.  But it would be a good idea for you to create a journal on the main forum in the appropriate place, because this isn't an introduction anymore.