07-08-2010, 08:55 PM
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Day Listening – 0 hours
Night #24 – 7 hours; “USS”; Speakers
30 min. LTU; 30 min. Let Go; 30 min. Procrastination. Programs cycle in that order.
Dreams: None (or maybe just none I can recall?)
Spent some time with a friend and her daughter this afternoon. It was nice to spend time with them both, grab some good food, and just window shop.
Monday, July 5, 2010
Day Listening – 3 hours
Night #25 – 12 hours; “USS”; Speakers
30 min. ASC; 30 min. Let Go; 30 min. Procrastination. Programs cycle in that order.
Dreams: Recall difficult today. Vague recollections that dreams referenced CC. No feeling of CC’s presence in my dreams only that others were present and they referenced CC. As for recall in general, at least I can attest to having had dreams unlike the previous few days.
I decided to change my listening programs, removing Life Tune-Up and replacing it with Absolute Self Confidence. I am beginning to think that I need a stronger subliminal than LTU. Having read many posts regarding ASC, I am opting to give that a whirl.
Went to an early am yoga class. Was in a foul mood the majority of time taking the class. Didn’t feel like even cracking a smile until nearly done. I had hoped the class would give me more energy to accomplish something substantial but I really just putzed around most of the day, working on odds and ends. I find myself still procrastinating on my current project (due next Friday). I’ve done nothing substantial regarding this project which is going to bite me in the butt come next week.
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Day Listening – 4 hours
Night #26 – 12 hours; “USS”; Speakers
30 min. ASC; 30 min. Let Go; 30 min. Procrastination. Programs cycle in that order.
Dreams: Recall is again difficult today. Vague recollections that CC was present in my dreams, but nothing specific to recall. Just a feeling of presence.
I had intended to get some work done, but still find myself putzing around the house doing things that are not a priority. I scheduled a yoga class and massage for this evening. Missed the yoga class, but did make it on time to the massage which was really great and I left feeling much more relaxed and totally exhausted. I still have knots at the base of my neck, but hopefully this will tame them over the next couple of days and they will no longer cause such pain.
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Day Listening – 7 hours
Night #27 – hours; “USS”; Speakers
30 min. ASC; 30 min. Let Go; 30 min. Procrastination. Programs cycle in that order.
Dreams: Recall was easier today. I had a dream that I was being robbed, and then when I woke, I could see that there was someone tied up in my room, whether the individual (whom I did not recognize) was the robber or being held captive by the robber, I could not determine. The dream was disturbing, leaving me the feeling that there was someone in my house. After getting up to get some water, and checking the doors and windows to be sure they were locked, (shocker!) when I laid back down again, I could still see the person tied up. Clearly I was having some kind of lucid dream. It took another few minutes or so before I could force the image from my view [mind].
Also had a dream that I went to the roof of a building with several friends. This roof had an extensive and intricate patio with many posts and beams holding up a pergola covered in a very dense vine like canopy. It was difficult to see around the beams and posts and it was quite dark. We (maybe just me) dropped glass bottles of the roof, deliberately letting them shatter on the cement below seeming unconcerned if they hit anyone or caused injury or any kind. Climbing back into the building was difficult, there was no easy access in. Don’t know why I had to “climb” back in or why there wasn’t a door or perhaps couldn’t find the door?. It was set up much like a hotel inside, brightly lit with many doors. We were sneaking around, but I don’t know why.
Meanings:
Robbery To dream that you have been robbed, indicates that you are experiencing an identity crisis or are suffering from some sort of loss in your life. Alternatively, the dream means that has stolen your success or has taken credit for something you did. Perhaps you feel that you have been treated unfairly.
To dream that your house is broken into, suggests that you are feeling violated. It may refer to a particular relationship or current situation in your life. Alternatively, it indicates that some unconscious material is attempting to make itself known. There are some aspects of yourself that you have denied.
Captive To dream that you are held captive, suggests that you are feeling trapped in some aspect or circumstances of your waking life. You may feel trapped in your career, relationship or life in general. Alternatively, captivity dreams indicate something you are refusing to acknowledge or something that you are in denial about.
Roof To see a roof in your dream, symbolizes a barrier between two states of consciousness. You are protecting or sheltering your consciousness, mentality, and beliefs. The dream provides an overview of how you see yourself and who you think you are.
To dream that you are on top of a roof, symbolizes boundless success. If you fall off the roof, then it suggests that you do not have a firm grip and solid foundation on your advanced position. If you are re-roofing in your dream, then it suggests that you need to raise your goals and set your sights higher.
Glass To see glass in your dream, symbolizes passivity or protection. You may be putting up an invisible barrier to protect yourself in a situation or relationship. If the glass is dirty, cloudy or discolored, then it suggests that you are not seeing something clearly. You need more clarity in a situation. To dream that you are drinking from a glass, is an omen of good luck.
To dream that you are looking through glass, represents your openness and non-defensiveness. Alternatively, you may be putting up an invisible emotional barrier around yourself.
To see broken glass in your dream, signifies disappointments and negative changes in your life. Alternatively, it could be symbolic of an aspect of your life that is in pieces. A relationship or situation has come to an abrupt and untimely end. If you are walking on broken glass, then it suggests that you will be experiencing some heartache or pain. You are unsure with how to proceed with your life.
To dream that you are eating glass highlights your vulnerability, confusion and frailty. You may have difficulties in communicating your thoughts across and getting the right words out. Alternatively, it may symbolize your hurtful and cutting comments. Perhaps you have been hurt or disappointed by something that someone had said. Or you need to be careful in how you phrase and word things or run the risk of offending others.
Bottle To see a bottle in your dream, indicates that you are pushing your feelings back inside, rather than expressing them. The contents of the bottle represent the nature of the emotions. A bottle of champagne shows your need to socialize, while a bottle of poison signifies evil thoughts and a wine bottle symbolize sexuality.
To see an empty bottle, denotes that you have exhausted your inner resources. You may be feeling drained and empty inside.
Break To dream that you break something, indicates that changes are ahead for you. You need to "break" away from some situation and change the direction that your life is headed in. Alternatively, to break something suggests that you need to take things slower as in "take a break". Or the dream may be a pun on being broke. Are money matters weighing on your mind?
To dream that objects around you are breaking, suggests that you are under tremendous stress. The dream could be a metaphor that you are literally at your breaking point.
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It would seem that my dreams continue to revolve around changes in my life that I am resisting or perhaps are inevitable. I am not certain whether they point to the resistance of letting go of the most recent relationship, past relationships and/or hurts or the many things I am trying to change about myself regarding procrastination, confidence, school, etc.
I slept another 12 hours again. I was exhausted when I finally got out of bed. Perhaps the effects of the massage? I went for a walk with the dog right away and ran 1.5 mile in 87 degree weather. I was even more exhausted when I got home. It took about 3 hours after that for me to feel like I was awake and manage to actually get some work done.
At one point I did feel like I was on the verge of tears again, though unlike other times in the recent past I was not able to pin point a reason for this feeling. Ultimately the feeling passed, rather quickly thankfully.
Day Listening – 0 hours
Night #24 – 7 hours; “USS”; Speakers
30 min. LTU; 30 min. Let Go; 30 min. Procrastination. Programs cycle in that order.
Dreams: None (or maybe just none I can recall?)
Spent some time with a friend and her daughter this afternoon. It was nice to spend time with them both, grab some good food, and just window shop.
Monday, July 5, 2010
Day Listening – 3 hours
Night #25 – 12 hours; “USS”; Speakers
30 min. ASC; 30 min. Let Go; 30 min. Procrastination. Programs cycle in that order.
Dreams: Recall difficult today. Vague recollections that dreams referenced CC. No feeling of CC’s presence in my dreams only that others were present and they referenced CC. As for recall in general, at least I can attest to having had dreams unlike the previous few days.
I decided to change my listening programs, removing Life Tune-Up and replacing it with Absolute Self Confidence. I am beginning to think that I need a stronger subliminal than LTU. Having read many posts regarding ASC, I am opting to give that a whirl.
Went to an early am yoga class. Was in a foul mood the majority of time taking the class. Didn’t feel like even cracking a smile until nearly done. I had hoped the class would give me more energy to accomplish something substantial but I really just putzed around most of the day, working on odds and ends. I find myself still procrastinating on my current project (due next Friday). I’ve done nothing substantial regarding this project which is going to bite me in the butt come next week.
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Day Listening – 4 hours
Night #26 – 12 hours; “USS”; Speakers
30 min. ASC; 30 min. Let Go; 30 min. Procrastination. Programs cycle in that order.
Dreams: Recall is again difficult today. Vague recollections that CC was present in my dreams, but nothing specific to recall. Just a feeling of presence.
I had intended to get some work done, but still find myself putzing around the house doing things that are not a priority. I scheduled a yoga class and massage for this evening. Missed the yoga class, but did make it on time to the massage which was really great and I left feeling much more relaxed and totally exhausted. I still have knots at the base of my neck, but hopefully this will tame them over the next couple of days and they will no longer cause such pain.
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Day Listening – 7 hours
Night #27 – hours; “USS”; Speakers
30 min. ASC; 30 min. Let Go; 30 min. Procrastination. Programs cycle in that order.
Dreams: Recall was easier today. I had a dream that I was being robbed, and then when I woke, I could see that there was someone tied up in my room, whether the individual (whom I did not recognize) was the robber or being held captive by the robber, I could not determine. The dream was disturbing, leaving me the feeling that there was someone in my house. After getting up to get some water, and checking the doors and windows to be sure they were locked, (shocker!) when I laid back down again, I could still see the person tied up. Clearly I was having some kind of lucid dream. It took another few minutes or so before I could force the image from my view [mind].
Also had a dream that I went to the roof of a building with several friends. This roof had an extensive and intricate patio with many posts and beams holding up a pergola covered in a very dense vine like canopy. It was difficult to see around the beams and posts and it was quite dark. We (maybe just me) dropped glass bottles of the roof, deliberately letting them shatter on the cement below seeming unconcerned if they hit anyone or caused injury or any kind. Climbing back into the building was difficult, there was no easy access in. Don’t know why I had to “climb” back in or why there wasn’t a door or perhaps couldn’t find the door?. It was set up much like a hotel inside, brightly lit with many doors. We were sneaking around, but I don’t know why.
Meanings:
Robbery To dream that you have been robbed, indicates that you are experiencing an identity crisis or are suffering from some sort of loss in your life. Alternatively, the dream means that has stolen your success or has taken credit for something you did. Perhaps you feel that you have been treated unfairly.
To dream that your house is broken into, suggests that you are feeling violated. It may refer to a particular relationship or current situation in your life. Alternatively, it indicates that some unconscious material is attempting to make itself known. There are some aspects of yourself that you have denied.
Captive To dream that you are held captive, suggests that you are feeling trapped in some aspect or circumstances of your waking life. You may feel trapped in your career, relationship or life in general. Alternatively, captivity dreams indicate something you are refusing to acknowledge or something that you are in denial about.
Roof To see a roof in your dream, symbolizes a barrier between two states of consciousness. You are protecting or sheltering your consciousness, mentality, and beliefs. The dream provides an overview of how you see yourself and who you think you are.
To dream that you are on top of a roof, symbolizes boundless success. If you fall off the roof, then it suggests that you do not have a firm grip and solid foundation on your advanced position. If you are re-roofing in your dream, then it suggests that you need to raise your goals and set your sights higher.
Glass To see glass in your dream, symbolizes passivity or protection. You may be putting up an invisible barrier to protect yourself in a situation or relationship. If the glass is dirty, cloudy or discolored, then it suggests that you are not seeing something clearly. You need more clarity in a situation. To dream that you are drinking from a glass, is an omen of good luck.
To dream that you are looking through glass, represents your openness and non-defensiveness. Alternatively, you may be putting up an invisible emotional barrier around yourself.
To see broken glass in your dream, signifies disappointments and negative changes in your life. Alternatively, it could be symbolic of an aspect of your life that is in pieces. A relationship or situation has come to an abrupt and untimely end. If you are walking on broken glass, then it suggests that you will be experiencing some heartache or pain. You are unsure with how to proceed with your life.
To dream that you are eating glass highlights your vulnerability, confusion and frailty. You may have difficulties in communicating your thoughts across and getting the right words out. Alternatively, it may symbolize your hurtful and cutting comments. Perhaps you have been hurt or disappointed by something that someone had said. Or you need to be careful in how you phrase and word things or run the risk of offending others.
Bottle To see a bottle in your dream, indicates that you are pushing your feelings back inside, rather than expressing them. The contents of the bottle represent the nature of the emotions. A bottle of champagne shows your need to socialize, while a bottle of poison signifies evil thoughts and a wine bottle symbolize sexuality.
To see an empty bottle, denotes that you have exhausted your inner resources. You may be feeling drained and empty inside.
Break To dream that you break something, indicates that changes are ahead for you. You need to "break" away from some situation and change the direction that your life is headed in. Alternatively, to break something suggests that you need to take things slower as in "take a break". Or the dream may be a pun on being broke. Are money matters weighing on your mind?
To dream that objects around you are breaking, suggests that you are under tremendous stress. The dream could be a metaphor that you are literally at your breaking point.
**********************************
It would seem that my dreams continue to revolve around changes in my life that I am resisting or perhaps are inevitable. I am not certain whether they point to the resistance of letting go of the most recent relationship, past relationships and/or hurts or the many things I am trying to change about myself regarding procrastination, confidence, school, etc.
I slept another 12 hours again. I was exhausted when I finally got out of bed. Perhaps the effects of the massage? I went for a walk with the dog right away and ran 1.5 mile in 87 degree weather. I was even more exhausted when I got home. It took about 3 hours after that for me to feel like I was awake and manage to actually get some work done.
At one point I did feel like I was on the verge of tears again, though unlike other times in the recent past I was not able to pin point a reason for this feeling. Ultimately the feeling passed, rather quickly thankfully.
TigerLilly
Masquerading as a normal person day after day is exhausting!
Masquerading as a normal person day after day is exhausting!
