07-08-2010, 07:45 PM
This begs the big question of which program to use at this juncture. My self confidence was shattered by this last year of school, clearly procrastination and motivation continue to plague me and I continue to shoot myself in the foot AND the guy I fell in love with is a *%&$*$& spineless, flighty, unreliable ass, whom I clearly need to let go but I still happen to be in love with him.
I AM FRUSTRATED! Which generally only leads to me doing something really stupid like hitting a hornet's nest with a stick just to change something.
I'm not looking for a quick fix - I'm willing to do the work, but why on earth does this have to be so damn difficult. Grrrr. When do I get to see the benefits of the hard work? And what's the upside to being so *&^%$%* intrinsically stubborn and resistant, cause honestly, I'm not seeing the glass as half full glass.
I AM FRUSTRATED! Which generally only leads to me doing something really stupid like hitting a hornet's nest with a stick just to change something.
I'm not looking for a quick fix - I'm willing to do the work, but why on earth does this have to be so damn difficult. Grrrr. When do I get to see the benefits of the hard work? And what's the upside to being so *&^%$%* intrinsically stubborn and resistant, cause honestly, I'm not seeing the glass as half full glass.
TigerLilly
Masquerading as a normal person day after day is exhausting!
Masquerading as a normal person day after day is exhausting!
