07-31-2020, 07:36 AM
Night #5 of Cycle 5
Been having a lot of dreams lately, relating to fear. Some really messed up ones too. Went to the dentist recently, and felt a lot more comfortable then I was when I was still on LTU5. Makes me realise that fear has been my #1 problem for many years, even decades. Think I should of ran OF 5g as my first sub for about a year, then focus on emotional healing. But it is what it is.
Really enjoying OF. Look forward to my listening days. Think I'm going to stick with the standard sASRB for the time being. I think I execute better on the rest days anyway.
Been having a lot of dreams lately, relating to fear. Some really messed up ones too. Went to the dentist recently, and felt a lot more comfortable then I was when I was still on LTU5. Makes me realise that fear has been my #1 problem for many years, even decades. Think I should of ran OF 5g as my first sub for about a year, then focus on emotional healing. But it is what it is.
Really enjoying OF. Look forward to my listening days. Think I'm going to stick with the standard sASRB for the time being. I think I execute better on the rest days anyway.
ISTP // SLI 5w6
E2 (6m)> DMSI (3m)> LTU5 (6m)> DMSI (2m)> LTU5 (6m)> OF1/2/3 (1y)> MLS4 (4m)> E5 (3m)> OF4 (6m)> OGSF (4m)> DMSI (2m)> OGSF2 (3m)> E6 (current)
E2 (6m)> DMSI (3m)> LTU5 (6m)> DMSI (2m)> LTU5 (6m)> OF1/2/3 (1y)> MLS4 (4m)> E5 (3m)> OF4 (6m)> OGSF (4m)> DMSI (2m)> OGSF2 (3m)> E6 (current)