The first time that I did read your feedback, I'm not sure that I did like the description 'desire for control'. It is rather not being controlled by an overreaching and unreasonable authority.
but I did think about it for some time and you are right.
There is a strong desire to control my destiny. It may have been caused by some childhood trauma...
Despite the horrible way this desire is born, it did bring me a lot of positive changes in my life.
Hopefully, OF will be able to sort the good vs the bad of this strong drive.
I'm not too sure how this fear which apparently did fuel my motivation to build something for myself is at the same time hindering other aspects of my life... I hope to get some clarity on that question down the journey...
I'm fascinated too about what OF is doing to me so far. This program is impressive to me as well!
Also, idk, if you have noticed but my unconscious did prepare the field for drop the bomb. On day 5, I did dream about my father where he left with something that presumably was symbolizing childhood.
And on day 6 dream, the whole thing did intensify with much more details and revelations
but I did think about it for some time and you are right.
There is a strong desire to control my destiny. It may have been caused by some childhood trauma...
Despite the horrible way this desire is born, it did bring me a lot of positive changes in my life.
Hopefully, OF will be able to sort the good vs the bad of this strong drive.
I'm not too sure how this fear which apparently did fuel my motivation to build something for myself is at the same time hindering other aspects of my life... I hope to get some clarity on that question down the journey...
I'm fascinated too about what OF is doing to me so far. This program is impressive to me as well!
Also, idk, if you have noticed but my unconscious did prepare the field for drop the bomb. On day 5, I did dream about my father where he left with something that presumably was symbolizing childhood.
And on day 6 dream, the whole thing did intensify with much more details and revelations
