Throw Fear To The Curb! - StridingStrider's OF Journal

[StridingStrider]

Finished the last listening night. Now I'm onto the first rest day of Cycle #3.

Cycle #3 has been emotional processing for me. Lots of doubts, fear and anxiety. But I've also been more proactive because of it, likely due to OF. Got my driving lessons booked, phoned the dentist which I'd been putting off and earlier in the cycle I had to confront my brother about his attitude which I deferred on earlier. What was remarkable was how calm I felt, despite being in an emotionally charged situation. Likely the DRS.

Looking forward to the bloom. Hopefully it's as good as cycle #2.

Edit: Forgot to mention that my dream involved me riding a horse, which was obeying my commands even though I've never rode a horse before. We were on the roads of my local area where I took a turn which should of led back to my house, but instead we found a motorway. At this point I got off the horse to avoid a calamity.

Dream moods says:

"To dream that you are riding a horse suggests that you are in a high position or position of power. Alternatively, it indicates that you will achieve success through underhanded means. You lack integrity. If you are riding a horse that is out of control, then it means that you are being carried away by your passions."

I think my dream means that I'm beginning to get ahold of my fears, although I'm not quite there yet. Good stuff.