EP UMS Journal pt. 2

[EvolvingPhoenix]

Yes, sounds like flatline. Also UMS might be in effect, to channel the energy into attainment of UMS goals. I remember Shannon writing something along those lines ( and from my own experience  running UMS )

Oh yeah! I remember that. Thanks for reminding me. 

I should also note that I have recently masurbated and experienced real pleasure while masturbating, but not to porn. Instead, I find success with use of my imagination. I have foynd recently that one key facet to anger is unworkability. One feels a situation is unworkable and gets angry as a last ditch effort to kind of blow the walls open. This rarely makes thibgs better. The solution is to enter INTO the unworkability with a sense of strategy rather than anger, having faith there is a way to get what you want. The anger dissipates because it no longer serves a purpose as it cannot save you from tge unworkability you mive towards, nor needs to. One feels empowered because now one can use anger as a weathervain for thr truth of what one actually desires and then find a way to get it, knowing it can be done. After accepting this, I have found a useful method for manifestation called manifestation journaling/scripting. I actually think I remember Shannon saying something about that once. Anyway, making progress I feel. Although my routine for listening to UMS has been thrown off. 

I shall learn more about journaling/scripting dor LoA and report results as they come. 

Thank you guys fornyour support.