05-26-2020, 05:49 PM
Just finished 2 loops.
Day 1
Body - tired cuz only slept 5 hours and hungry
Mind - focused on making money almost trance like, slow, worn out from lack of sleep
Soul - so I feel horrible
Woke at sun up and just researched my trades. If I stuck to my plan I would be up 25% total...but nooooo...I had to be greedy and over confident...big mistake...always stick to the plan...damn... so I had to cut losses instead of take profits because I didn’t stick with the strategy. I was swinging for the fences with a twig. Lesson learned. Unfortunately this was brewing inside, the loss (and it being my own mistake sucked). Well here is the worst part that I feel bad about...my nephew, just turned 4, cutest, sweetest, kindest, angel, happens to say something that I have asked him not to say and I don’t know why but I just snapped and yelled at him, he started to cry, my heart sank. He is my only nephew and I don’t have kids so I treat him like a son. I don’t know what came over me. So I hugged him and told him I was sorry, repeatedly. I almost cried because I didn’t want to be like my father and now I just gave this kid some issues. I love the kid so much.
I really need to figure out how to tame the aggravation because I know it was based off not making as much as I could have in the morning.
The upside is that I did pick winners, just need to work on sticking to the plan and I will be in the green this week.
And then I spoil my nephew with some big toys!
Thanks guys
Day 1
Body - tired cuz only slept 5 hours and hungry
Mind - focused on making money almost trance like, slow, worn out from lack of sleep
Soul - so I feel horrible
Woke at sun up and just researched my trades. If I stuck to my plan I would be up 25% total...but nooooo...I had to be greedy and over confident...big mistake...always stick to the plan...damn... so I had to cut losses instead of take profits because I didn’t stick with the strategy. I was swinging for the fences with a twig. Lesson learned. Unfortunately this was brewing inside, the loss (and it being my own mistake sucked). Well here is the worst part that I feel bad about...my nephew, just turned 4, cutest, sweetest, kindest, angel, happens to say something that I have asked him not to say and I don’t know why but I just snapped and yelled at him, he started to cry, my heart sank. He is my only nephew and I don’t have kids so I treat him like a son. I don’t know what came over me. So I hugged him and told him I was sorry, repeatedly. I almost cried because I didn’t want to be like my father and now I just gave this kid some issues. I love the kid so much.
I really need to figure out how to tame the aggravation because I know it was based off not making as much as I could have in the morning.
The upside is that I did pick winners, just need to work on sticking to the plan and I will be in the green this week.
And then I spoil my nephew with some big toys!
Thanks guys
