05-25-2020, 11:54 AM
Ok, thank you for that because I wanted to make sure it was ok to shorten bloom, lol
My hypothesis is that my capacity to recover from sub usage has increased over time.
Getting stronger.
Day 5 bloom city
Slept in because I played 2 poker tournaments back to back last night.
1st tournament 4th place out of 22
2nd tournament 13th out of 17
Obviously I didn’t have the patience for the second one, lol
Top 3 paid
Body - sore back from passing out on couch, everything else feels the same
Mind - getting things done with more efficiency motivated to finish things chores but now just relaxing thought about money about 25% of day
Soul - thoughts about doing nice things for family keep occurring, 5% aggression today which was one outburst but quickly transmuted it to more of an excited shout with ok effort, lol
So I have been itching to listen again and am going to listen at the normal time just a day earlier. I look forward to listening because it feels like a super charged turbo compared to what I’ve been listening to.
I keep getting positive signs about my future with money, news, rumors, etc.
even though the death toll rises there is still positive news coming out
The drunk depressed monkey pops out for a second or two but it’s like I semi consciously execute an auto response to shut it down and give it laughing gas. Laughing drunk monkey is funny, lol
But I do feel at a stand still with money and don’t like just being chained to the market so I must develop other streams ASAP.
Thank you for following my journey and let’s make money
My hypothesis is that my capacity to recover from sub usage has increased over time.
Getting stronger.
Day 5 bloom city
Slept in because I played 2 poker tournaments back to back last night.
1st tournament 4th place out of 22
2nd tournament 13th out of 17
Obviously I didn’t have the patience for the second one, lol
Top 3 paid
Body - sore back from passing out on couch, everything else feels the same
Mind - getting things done with more efficiency motivated to finish things chores but now just relaxing thought about money about 25% of day
Soul - thoughts about doing nice things for family keep occurring, 5% aggression today which was one outburst but quickly transmuted it to more of an excited shout with ok effort, lol
So I have been itching to listen again and am going to listen at the normal time just a day earlier. I look forward to listening because it feels like a super charged turbo compared to what I’ve been listening to.
I keep getting positive signs about my future with money, news, rumors, etc.
even though the death toll rises there is still positive news coming out
The drunk depressed monkey pops out for a second or two but it’s like I semi consciously execute an auto response to shut it down and give it laughing gas. Laughing drunk monkey is funny, lol
But I do feel at a stand still with money and don’t like just being chained to the market so I must develop other streams ASAP.
Thank you for following my journey and let’s make money
