04-07-2020, 04:47 PM
(04-07-2020, 03:05 AM)Javier Gerardo Wrote: No worries at all there. However can you expound on the mental health problem that you have been speaking off?
It was a degree of unhinged emotions that I havent felt in a long time. Since before subs for sure, even during times of resistance I never quite felt it like this on subs. It was anger without a clear reason as to why I was angry, sadness with no point. Quite frankly I havent felt that out of control of my emotional state for a long time. I kept it under wraps for the most part but continuing in that state would of produced a lashing out of emotions that I couldn't take back and would most likely be unleashed on someone who didn't deserve it. I don't know why it happened and I'm not blaming MHS for it so at present there is no answer I can give as to the cause.
