11-04-2019, 08:38 PM
Stage 2 Day 9
My job is going well I feel the layers of doubt peeling away and feeling more comfortable in my own skin. I have started to go to the gym more often the last couple weeks it I missed a lot about 2 weeks. I have started to go at least 2 to 3 times a week. The drinking I find a get drunk a lot quicker than I used to which means I've been drinking less than before this third run. The PMO is going about the same as last reported 2-3 times a week. I find now I've been using more of my imagination of watching porn lately.
In 6 days I leave for Vegas, one of the new friends I've made since starting my third run. He was heading to Vegas for a conference and had already booked the hotels. He invited me at first I thought I wouldn't go since I didn't know him to well yet. I figured I haven't left my state in my life and having my passport for the last 4 years haven't used it. I've been learning a lot from him about life. I have even started help him out with some of his magic shows for some extra money. I know this audio is about becoming Alpha. I do believe in learning from others, they say your most like the 5 people you hang out with most. My old friends I had 1 out of 5 that were good with women, now its up to 3-5. I would like to get it up to 5-5 and things are looking good. Sometimes friends are like anchors you need to cut the rope for the ship to keep sailing.
My job is going well I feel the layers of doubt peeling away and feeling more comfortable in my own skin. I have started to go to the gym more often the last couple weeks it I missed a lot about 2 weeks. I have started to go at least 2 to 3 times a week. The drinking I find a get drunk a lot quicker than I used to which means I've been drinking less than before this third run. The PMO is going about the same as last reported 2-3 times a week. I find now I've been using more of my imagination of watching porn lately.
In 6 days I leave for Vegas, one of the new friends I've made since starting my third run. He was heading to Vegas for a conference and had already booked the hotels. He invited me at first I thought I wouldn't go since I didn't know him to well yet. I figured I haven't left my state in my life and having my passport for the last 4 years haven't used it. I've been learning a lot from him about life. I have even started help him out with some of his magic shows for some extra money. I know this audio is about becoming Alpha. I do believe in learning from others, they say your most like the 5 people you hang out with most. My old friends I had 1 out of 5 that were good with women, now its up to 3-5. I would like to get it up to 5-5 and things are looking good. Sometimes friends are like anchors you need to cut the rope for the ship to keep sailing.
"I will walk tall among men and they will know me not, for today I am a new man, with a new life." - OG Mandino
