10-31-2019, 01:37 PM
Feel like crap today. Emotional rollercoaster where I'm smiling at one moment and I want to cry my guts out at the next.
And it's completely irrational because I'm pretty sure I feel like this because of this girl I feel drawn to. I was kinda normal but as soon as I saw her, all this spiral started. It doesn't make any sense, I barely know her. And I certainly never felt like this before.
Could it be that I'm struggling or trying to heal past traumas and she is just an image of what I need to overcome? If that even makes sense...
I'm going to meditate to calm down.
And it's completely irrational because I'm pretty sure I feel like this because of this girl I feel drawn to. I was kinda normal but as soon as I saw her, all this spiral started. It doesn't make any sense, I barely know her. And I certainly never felt like this before.
Could it be that I'm struggling or trying to heal past traumas and she is just an image of what I need to overcome? If that even makes sense...
I'm going to meditate to calm down.
