10-24-2019, 08:11 PM
(This post was last modified: 10-24-2019, 08:12 PM by Dutchman610.)
Stage 1 Day 32
My new job is going well I'm find myself slowly turning into an extrovert. I'm enjoying interacting with all the customers. I feel more confident, starting to notice that women are hitting on me. I'm sure they were before but didn't notice due to low self-esteem. If beautiful women already find me attractive it's a load off my mind. I can just be myself without over thinking it.
I'm excited because this is all still on stage 1, which only about removing of negative beliefs and behaviors. I'm already seeing alot of positive benefits. I start stage 2 tomorrow. As far as drinking, PMO, and gym hockey it's as following. My drinking habit is half the quantity and half of the days. I used to drink daily, with PMO it's the same I only do it 2-3 times a week. With most of those are with out the use of porn. The gym needs more work, it didn't help that I couldn't do my favourite exercise. The swimming pool has been out of order for the last 2 week. It along with the whirlpool(been closed for last month) well be opened tomorrow.
My new job is going well I'm find myself slowly turning into an extrovert. I'm enjoying interacting with all the customers. I feel more confident, starting to notice that women are hitting on me. I'm sure they were before but didn't notice due to low self-esteem. If beautiful women already find me attractive it's a load off my mind. I can just be myself without over thinking it.
I'm excited because this is all still on stage 1, which only about removing of negative beliefs and behaviors. I'm already seeing alot of positive benefits. I start stage 2 tomorrow. As far as drinking, PMO, and gym hockey it's as following. My drinking habit is half the quantity and half of the days. I used to drink daily, with PMO it's the same I only do it 2-3 times a week. With most of those are with out the use of porn. The gym needs more work, it didn't help that I couldn't do my favourite exercise. The swimming pool has been out of order for the last 2 week. It along with the whirlpool(been closed for last month) well be opened tomorrow.
"I will walk tall among men and they will know me not, for today I am a new man, with a new life." - OG Mandino
