10-23-2019, 01:29 PM
5th and last day of bloom for now.
I woke up a lot of times during the night, but I got up as if I slept 8 hours straight, full of energy.
Started exercising and I continue on nofap (also day 5) - last night I found myself thinking about having sex with someone. I usually imagine that but this time I immediately stopped myself and said "Ok Ale, if you want to think about this girl, you will but not in a sexual way". So I started thinking about walking on the beach with her.
I feel very aware of my thoughts and I like that, because I can change them if I don't like what I'm thinking.
Tonight I'll start 5 loops again while I sleep. Let's see what tomorrow brings.
I woke up a lot of times during the night, but I got up as if I slept 8 hours straight, full of energy.
Started exercising and I continue on nofap (also day 5) - last night I found myself thinking about having sex with someone. I usually imagine that but this time I immediately stopped myself and said "Ok Ale, if you want to think about this girl, you will but not in a sexual way". So I started thinking about walking on the beach with her.
I feel very aware of my thoughts and I like that, because I can change them if I don't like what I'm thinking.
Tonight I'll start 5 loops again while I sleep. Let's see what tomorrow brings.
