10-09-2019, 01:53 PM
(10-09-2019, 01:46 PM)Shannon Wrote: I think this is a symbolic dream of "running away from" FRM.
But i feel like i am executing pretty well though. I am really aware of my own style of how i seduce with women i am quite good at it when i am on top of my game. Maybe it can be better and im not seeing it and running away from it (that i dont know) cause its hard to see beyond your own best game.
2019 has been a really rough year for me cause i was so fixated on a girl (super depress all year)l. she moved away two months ago and. the first month i forced myself to work things out internally myself. was really rough but i made it through. i started getting on top of my stuff and focused more on business and myself.
fast forward to the second month which is this month and 8 days ago started running DMSI. I noticed my game was back to when i was at my best in 2018. There were two incidents i could of probably made sex happen with the girls. one was noted above. and the other one was last Saturday it just the guy she was with made things difficult to make things happen.
I am strong because I've been weak. I am fearless because I've been afraid. I am wise, because I've been foolish.