10-01-2019, 03:20 PM
Good feelings:
Since I started with the 5x4 and 3 days off, I've been feeling more relaxed and aware of what's happening around me. I also have more energy, which is odd because my sleep kinda changed (refer to the "Bad feelings" part for more info)
Good thing is I found a trading system, which I backtested and now I'm testing on a demo account with virtual cash. I call this a good feeling because I spent a lot of time trying to find a system that convinced me, and now after a couple of weeks into UMS and voilá, here it is. Of course I need to keep testing before actually using real money, but so far so good.
Another thing is I keep getting these... findings or proposals... without even looking for them. Just to give an example, I follow a forex channel on youtube and suddenly the guy uploads a video discussing how there are companies that gives you money for you to trade (after they test your skills for a period of time, of course) and pay you a percentage of the gains you make. I had absolutely no idea such a thing existed, but now I do and I'll keep that in mind for when I feel ready.
Last one, I feel overall more confident and people notice it too. I feel people respect me more, agree with most of things I say, and I also feel girls are approaching more... not in a blunt sexual way, but I feel them closer to me in general. All these things weren't happening before.
Oh, and speaking of girls... there's one girl that joined the company about 2 months ago. She is a close friend of the only coworker I consider as a friend too (also a girl). Anyway, I thought this new girl was cute but I didn't give it too much importance... until now.
And I say until now because lately I've been feeling really drawn to her, and I can't understand why. And coincidentally or not, our common friend started talking to me about her. Very subtle, but noticeable.
And all of this happened after I started with UMS so maybe that has something to do with it. Before I didn't feel like this at all and our friend never mentioned her either.
In any case, my brain is telling me not to act on it because basically my goal is to be wealthy and I need to focus only on that and on me, but it's been hard to resist. If you read the first message, it's been 5 years since I'm single. I've been with several girls during this period but this is the first time I feel like this.
Bad feelings:
Remember I said I have more energy but my sleep changed? Well, I am doing my 5 loops when I go to bed, because I can't do them at work. And what's happening is that I wake up A LOT during the nights I have UMS playing.
It's weird because I wake up, then for a second I don't hear anything, and then I hear the ocean sounds and automatically resume my sleep. And it doesn't happen at all on the nights I am off the program.
Another bad feeling was today. Last night was my first night off this week, so I woke up, went to work and a couple of hours later I started feeling like sh*t...
I felt like I was completely empty and a feeling in my gut like I'm missing something important in my life. Then I got a horrible headache.
To be honest, this is what brought me here. I knew I had to start a journal and share my results, but I always found something else to do instead. Well, not today...
Eventually the feeling is fading. Headache is gone and I don’t feel as empty, but somehow it's not completely gone. Let's see what tomorrow brings.
Since I started with the 5x4 and 3 days off, I've been feeling more relaxed and aware of what's happening around me. I also have more energy, which is odd because my sleep kinda changed (refer to the "Bad feelings" part for more info)
Good thing is I found a trading system, which I backtested and now I'm testing on a demo account with virtual cash. I call this a good feeling because I spent a lot of time trying to find a system that convinced me, and now after a couple of weeks into UMS and voilá, here it is. Of course I need to keep testing before actually using real money, but so far so good.
Another thing is I keep getting these... findings or proposals... without even looking for them. Just to give an example, I follow a forex channel on youtube and suddenly the guy uploads a video discussing how there are companies that gives you money for you to trade (after they test your skills for a period of time, of course) and pay you a percentage of the gains you make. I had absolutely no idea such a thing existed, but now I do and I'll keep that in mind for when I feel ready.
Last one, I feel overall more confident and people notice it too. I feel people respect me more, agree with most of things I say, and I also feel girls are approaching more... not in a blunt sexual way, but I feel them closer to me in general. All these things weren't happening before.
Oh, and speaking of girls... there's one girl that joined the company about 2 months ago. She is a close friend of the only coworker I consider as a friend too (also a girl). Anyway, I thought this new girl was cute but I didn't give it too much importance... until now.
And I say until now because lately I've been feeling really drawn to her, and I can't understand why. And coincidentally or not, our common friend started talking to me about her. Very subtle, but noticeable.
And all of this happened after I started with UMS so maybe that has something to do with it. Before I didn't feel like this at all and our friend never mentioned her either.
In any case, my brain is telling me not to act on it because basically my goal is to be wealthy and I need to focus only on that and on me, but it's been hard to resist. If you read the first message, it's been 5 years since I'm single. I've been with several girls during this period but this is the first time I feel like this.
Bad feelings:
Remember I said I have more energy but my sleep changed? Well, I am doing my 5 loops when I go to bed, because I can't do them at work. And what's happening is that I wake up A LOT during the nights I have UMS playing.
It's weird because I wake up, then for a second I don't hear anything, and then I hear the ocean sounds and automatically resume my sleep. And it doesn't happen at all on the nights I am off the program.
Another bad feeling was today. Last night was my first night off this week, so I woke up, went to work and a couple of hours later I started feeling like sh*t...
I felt like I was completely empty and a feeling in my gut like I'm missing something important in my life. Then I got a horrible headache.
To be honest, this is what brought me here. I knew I had to start a journal and share my results, but I always found something else to do instead. Well, not today...
Eventually the feeling is fading. Headache is gone and I don’t feel as empty, but somehow it's not completely gone. Let's see what tomorrow brings.
