09-28-2019, 12:30 PM
(09-28-2019, 11:10 AM)tristan Wrote: Hi guys,
this is my first journal here. Some details:
Used Format
FLAC File Hybrid Trickling stream whenever possible (Headphones)
or
FLAC File Ultrasonic at night (Speakers)
Objective
Sex, sex, sex. No long term relationships.
Current relationship status
Single
Background
I haven't been using subs for years. The last one I used was ASC 5G which I believe led me to my last LTR. I have quite experience with women but they were mostly LTR. I'm certainly not a "PUA".
My biggest sticking point is that I have a LOT of fear underneath. Approaching anxiety (hopefully I wont' have to approach with DMSI), fear of pulling the trigger, fear of rejection and so on...
For this reason I'm very interested in the Goal #2 and #4 of the program. I need to kick fear in the ass and conquer the PUAish for Inner Game.
I'm also afraid not to get the most of the program script because english is not my native language. We'll see.
Today I ran my first loops. I didn't notice anything in particular except a light pressure on the head and some sexual thoughts, maybe. This evening I am going to literally force myself to go out and see friends since I feel a bit shit/lazy/misanthrope. Don't know if it's a response to the sub, however is not an unknown feeling to me.
Let the adventure begin.
Welcome to the fray. I don’t think you’ll have an issue with language given that ASC worked for you, and you can clearly write in English quite well. I don’t think you’ll have to worry about PUA nonesense with this.
