AM2011 Stage 6 - 2 days to completion
I had a crazy night last night. I got wasted the first few hours but for the remaining time I drank water like a horse (I need to drive a couple of friends home so I desperately need to be sober). A couple of girls flirted with me here and there, everybody is playing beer games, dancing and all but this one girl that came in a few hours later when I was still wasting away gave me massive IOIs, it confused me because I went out with her the day before and I really don't think we had a such good time. Anyway she kept hitting my arm, trying to get my attention by throwing small stuff like a beer crown in front of me and keep on asking if she could have my shirt, wth?. She came in with a guy but when we talk I can feel our connection is really good, and I have this strong feeling that all I had to do is pull the trigger and she's mine. Anyway I moved around a lot and these girls just keeps on coming at me, I can sense that she's looking at me from time to time, most of them are her friends and they want me to go to their place. I want her though. This girl is the only girl for me in this party. In fact I liked her before this party and now she's giving me the signs! I kept my distance, flirting with other girls trying to make her jealous. Fast forward to the fifth time she asked for my shirt (I kept brushing her question away but...) I told her "No, this here is a gift from my best friend when I left home". A few minutes later her friends who are a couple decides to leave and the guy she came with is supposed to drop them off. I also had to drive a couple of her friends to the same apartment complex. She said she's coming back so I told her come with me, let's go back together. They left.
Now let me cut this short, her friends who I dropped off wanted me to stay at their place but I'm like "Nooo, I'm going back". and baam! I went back, she didn't.
I was falling for this girl a few days back and I thought we had something going on. This guy she just met, and I don't trust him for some reason. Anyway I asked an opinion from a girl friend of mine (she's friends with the girl too), about my situation she said that if she comes back then she's yours, take her home and if she doesn't, she's a slut. And then blames me for screwing around and not escalating things with her fast enough. Nicely put by her but I am now suffering from a massive hangover and broken heart.
I take responsibility though. I know this was clearly my fault. I wouldn't make this conclusion in the past but its time to grow.
I had a crazy night last night. I got wasted the first few hours but for the remaining time I drank water like a horse (I need to drive a couple of friends home so I desperately need to be sober). A couple of girls flirted with me here and there, everybody is playing beer games, dancing and all but this one girl that came in a few hours later when I was still wasting away gave me massive IOIs, it confused me because I went out with her the day before and I really don't think we had a such good time. Anyway she kept hitting my arm, trying to get my attention by throwing small stuff like a beer crown in front of me and keep on asking if she could have my shirt, wth?. She came in with a guy but when we talk I can feel our connection is really good, and I have this strong feeling that all I had to do is pull the trigger and she's mine. Anyway I moved around a lot and these girls just keeps on coming at me, I can sense that she's looking at me from time to time, most of them are her friends and they want me to go to their place. I want her though. This girl is the only girl for me in this party. In fact I liked her before this party and now she's giving me the signs! I kept my distance, flirting with other girls trying to make her jealous. Fast forward to the fifth time she asked for my shirt (I kept brushing her question away but...) I told her "No, this here is a gift from my best friend when I left home". A few minutes later her friends who are a couple decides to leave and the guy she came with is supposed to drop them off. I also had to drive a couple of her friends to the same apartment complex. She said she's coming back so I told her come with me, let's go back together. They left.
Now let me cut this short, her friends who I dropped off wanted me to stay at their place but I'm like "Nooo, I'm going back". and baam! I went back, she didn't.
I was falling for this girl a few days back and I thought we had something going on. This guy she just met, and I don't trust him for some reason. Anyway I asked an opinion from a girl friend of mine (she's friends with the girl too), about my situation she said that if she comes back then she's yours, take her home and if she doesn't, she's a slut. And then blames me for screwing around and not escalating things with her fast enough. Nicely put by her but I am now suffering from a massive hangover and broken heart.
I take responsibility though. I know this was clearly my fault. I wouldn't make this conclusion in the past but its time to grow.
