07-29-2019, 03:14 AM
7/15 and 7/23 one loop each
Observations
1. On d night that I run d loop and the next day, I tend to sleep 9-10 hours. On d remaining days, it's back to 6-7 hours sleep
2. Earn a Fixed salary and hence have no additional income, however there is a deep desire to have additional income sources.
3. Desperation has increased to upskill myself so as to triple my salary
4. Back pain has been severe for the past 4-5 days - below my left shoulder and base of spine. Generally when I suffer back pain, a visit to a spa does the job. I have been for two spa sessions and the pain is still severe.
5. Desire to improve fitness .. still no action taken though
6. Desire to become a start a business and be more social.
Overall only been thinking about what to do however no concrete action taken.
Have a feeling that there could be deep rooted fears that stop me from going forward in life and living a fulfilling life.
How do I identify those fears and how do I uproot all those fears is what I have to find out now?
Observations
1. On d night that I run d loop and the next day, I tend to sleep 9-10 hours. On d remaining days, it's back to 6-7 hours sleep
2. Earn a Fixed salary and hence have no additional income, however there is a deep desire to have additional income sources.
3. Desperation has increased to upskill myself so as to triple my salary
4. Back pain has been severe for the past 4-5 days - below my left shoulder and base of spine. Generally when I suffer back pain, a visit to a spa does the job. I have been for two spa sessions and the pain is still severe.
5. Desire to improve fitness .. still no action taken though
6. Desire to become a start a business and be more social.
Overall only been thinking about what to do however no concrete action taken.
Have a feeling that there could be deep rooted fears that stop me from going forward in life and living a fulfilling life.
How do I identify those fears and how do I uproot all those fears is what I have to find out now?
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It is my intention to allow myself to Recreate myself Anew, in each Golden Moment of Now, in the next Grandest Version of the Greatest Vision I have held about WHO I AM
It is my intention to allow myself to Recreate myself Anew, in each Golden Moment of Now, in the next Grandest Version of the Greatest Vision I have held about WHO I AM