07-04-2010, 07:34 PM
For woman magnet I had a placebo for the first couple of days/week, then all that negative shit started beating me to death for the next month. It wasn't so drastic at the beginning, I'd have good days here and there followed by bad days. I didn't want to be bothered by anyone and just kept to myself. Towards the end of the month and into stage 2 (right now) it got worst when the subconscious started to surrender. For me, I know when it's in the subconscious because I"ll have a horrible/extreme depressing day where a certain issue really gets me down and then the following days it begins to dissipate until that past belief is overwritten with a new, positive belief. Example: last week there was a specific day I woke up questioning my confident for whatever reason, the next day I was really shaky and was really shy, the next day I was extremely shaky and couldn't even talk, the following day things eased up a little bit, the next day I got more comfortable, the next day I was talking more confidently, walking more confidently, and it only got stronger from then on out. It's such a long script, unfortunately, it takes longer than the others but I know I'll come out a million times stronger 
