06-06-2019, 09:07 PM
(This post was last modified: 06-06-2019, 09:12 PM by ResJudicata.)
(06-06-2019, 01:26 PM)Shannon Wrote: So let me ask you this. Would you say your ability to focus for long periods of time is on a scale of 1 to 10, with 1 being "not at all" and 10 being "unlimited"? And how much would you say you have a tendency to react to being told what to do with "screw you!" on that same scale?
My ability to focus for long times varies based on conditions and distractions as well as interest. Assuming no major distractions and I’m not tired, hungry or some other obvious need acting as a distraction and I have a little interest I’d lean more towards a 8 with something that has a lot of my interest being a 10. If it’s something I’m not that interested in, usually it’s closer to a 3 or 4 unless I have some pressing need, then I can buckle down and focus for a good amount of time and would say closer to a 7.
As for response to being told what to do, I don’t have the “screw you” response inherently. Although, I know I have a tendency to think too much about stuff and the number probably varies on my confidence in the subject. If I have less confidence in a subject, probably closer to a 2 if it makes sense. If I have more confidence on a subject I'm probably more likely to second guess and reject something that doesn’t make sense to me. So a 7? 8? It’s not overt and takes more processing but still a potential strong rejection (probably not helped from my last job experience where following something I felt was wrong from my superior got me told off by the judge). Hopefully this helps and is actually accurate.
Now for the actual journal part
Day 95
Today really sucked. Dog has been sick recently and her nose started bleeding and would not stop. Did get into the vet and she is staying there the night so they can anesthetize her in the morning and see the full extent of the growth in her nose that’s causing the problem. So, no news until tomorrow. Also, Friday tabletop rpg gaming group changed to a boardgame meet up as the GM has had one of those weeks. Not sure how to rate that.
