06-04-2019, 12:13 AM
(06-03-2019, 03:51 PM)Shannon Wrote: Very interesting. And what is your date of birth? How was your experience on LTU5 different than other subs you have used that I have created?
Date of birth is November 27th, 1990.
As for different, I remember a few moments of weird misplaced existential dread. I’m going to go reread this full thing to notice what differences I can find.
...Well, that’s a subtle change I didn’t notice at all. Apparently I don’t really notice some of the changes that have occurred. I don’t really have that huge feeling of imposter syndrome and I think I have a bit more confidence in myself. But it’s really hard to tell with a lot of my thinking.
Big difference is that I’ve seemed to have a lot of what feels like minor bad luck. It may just be human nature at work (focus more on the bad than good) but I don’t remember any amazingly lucky things happening other than that job I’m still waiting on (and hoping I get the spot). This stands in some contrast to my USLM run where I don’t remember anything luck whose either way, good or bad.
For context the only other subs I’ve run are USLM, MHS, and DMSI. Considering I’ve only ever had some success with MHS, while not healing all my problems (more my fault for not continuing to listen to it when I have more than a few different issues simultaneously and some I’m not even sure it CAN help while also wanting to do other subs). Actually, that’s another difference. I normally have a strong urge to move on to the next sub. With this one, I felt more like wanting to take a break from subs rather than wait the time and jump into another sub.
Hopefully that’s helpful?
