05-24-2019, 02:59 AM
58 nights E3, 3 loops, Hybrid, Speakers.
Looking forward to getting to 90 days, hopefully I will just want to continue this (even though I don't know what E3 is doing) as it will just make things easier by continuing the same subliminal. I will see when I get there; about a one month left to go.
I am making progress towards one of my longer term goals, it has required conscious focus and willpower though and even though the last few days I have not felt as up for it, I know this is just a short passing phase and I will get back to doing what is required of me.
I am so close to getting onto the next step that I can smell it; as long as I do what I got to do it is just a matter of time. It is going to feel so amazing getting onto the next step, everything having worked out and then I'll be on a home run towards the next and final step after that.
Outside of the goal (home life) if I just keep my head down, focus on my myself, do not speak my mind as much (preferably not speak at all
) and just do what I got to do to achieve each step, I will be able to have a laser vision towards my desired destination. If I make a mistake and get unfocused or let the people around me distract my focus, then as long as I bring my awareness back to the present moment I will be able to see what is happening and I then can consciously correct my focus and direct it towards my desired destination/path/goal and take the necessarily actions. Rinse and repeat.
Looking forward to getting to 90 days, hopefully I will just want to continue this (even though I don't know what E3 is doing) as it will just make things easier by continuing the same subliminal. I will see when I get there; about a one month left to go.
I am making progress towards one of my longer term goals, it has required conscious focus and willpower though and even though the last few days I have not felt as up for it, I know this is just a short passing phase and I will get back to doing what is required of me.
I am so close to getting onto the next step that I can smell it; as long as I do what I got to do it is just a matter of time. It is going to feel so amazing getting onto the next step, everything having worked out and then I'll be on a home run towards the next and final step after that.
Outside of the goal (home life) if I just keep my head down, focus on my myself, do not speak my mind as much (preferably not speak at all
) and just do what I got to do to achieve each step, I will be able to have a laser vision towards my desired destination. If I make a mistake and get unfocused or let the people around me distract my focus, then as long as I bring my awareness back to the present moment I will be able to see what is happening and I then can consciously correct my focus and direct it towards my desired destination/path/goal and take the necessarily actions. Rinse and repeat.
