05-06-2019, 01:52 AM
I can't be bothered to go into too much detail as I have had only 4 hours sleep after a long night shift but just had a really intense and realistic dream.
It started out me driving and working and I went through a whole car accident and the after effects of having killed 8 people and injuring another 8 and to meet with people, and having to prepare to face the public and press and these certain people telling me I have to look more upset, as I didn't feel anything about the people dieing, because of my positive beliefs on death and that I lack empathy in general and me thinking I can't help it and telling them I must be in shock etc
Anyway, talking to these people in a setting with a crowd sitting down watching they were asking me about the accident and I didn't know how to act, I knew I had to feel sorry and be upset and express emotion but it felt new to me.
I kept telling them this is all new for me and this is the reason for me being like this.
Anyway a lot happened, and it was so real. I actually went through a whole process of it.
In the end talking/explaining the accident and feeling the overall seriousness of the situation (I have killed eight people) I actually broke out and started crying and I felt all these emotions come out, in front of everyone and me thinking... this will help the situation now.
Really strange. But glad it was just a dream!
It started out me driving and working and I went through a whole car accident and the after effects of having killed 8 people and injuring another 8 and to meet with people, and having to prepare to face the public and press and these certain people telling me I have to look more upset, as I didn't feel anything about the people dieing, because of my positive beliefs on death and that I lack empathy in general and me thinking I can't help it and telling them I must be in shock etc
Anyway, talking to these people in a setting with a crowd sitting down watching they were asking me about the accident and I didn't know how to act, I knew I had to feel sorry and be upset and express emotion but it felt new to me.
I kept telling them this is all new for me and this is the reason for me being like this.
Anyway a lot happened, and it was so real. I actually went through a whole process of it.
In the end talking/explaining the accident and feeling the overall seriousness of the situation (I have killed eight people) I actually broke out and started crying and I felt all these emotions come out, in front of everyone and me thinking... this will help the situation now.
Really strange. But glad it was just a dream!
