05-04-2019, 04:39 AM
Day 8
Today is my first day since I've started that doesn't include DMSI. I got plenty of sleep last night, and I took a long nap this afternoon. Whew, this program is certainly making me feel something! I would say it's a good feeling, even though it is taking my body a while to integrate whatever is going on here with my soul, and extra sleep seems important now.
I had a friend and lover - incidentally, someone I had to "demote" this week, because I decided that although sex with her is quite good, and despite that she's been a good friend to me, I perceived that her behavior and attitude towards me of late has left far too much to be desired - tell me that she sees my face in front of her when we are not together. This is not something that I've been told by lovers in the past, and this could very well be DMSI working.
As I was walking today, I stopped to enjoy a view of the sea. An attractive young woman who was walking quickly at right angles to my path, and who clearly didn't see me in her line of vision, stopped dead in her tracks, turned to her right (which is where I was standing) and then walked on after about ten seconds or so of looking right at me. This, I suspect, is also DMSI working.
Most women seem to be turning their heads to look at me quite obviously, or on the other hand, working hard NOT to acknowledge my presence in any way, which can be another response to an exceptionally sexually attractive man.
It will be interesting to see what the next two days of DMSI rest will be like, before I get back into using the program again, per the 7 days on, 3 days off protocol.
Listening at night has been working for me. I'd say that the intensity, which does make me feel tired, is actually helping me to get deeper sleep - provided that I go to bed early. It works best for me to go to bed between 9 and 10 pm anyway, so this is supportive of my overall ideal schedule.
Today is my first day since I've started that doesn't include DMSI. I got plenty of sleep last night, and I took a long nap this afternoon. Whew, this program is certainly making me feel something! I would say it's a good feeling, even though it is taking my body a while to integrate whatever is going on here with my soul, and extra sleep seems important now.
I had a friend and lover - incidentally, someone I had to "demote" this week, because I decided that although sex with her is quite good, and despite that she's been a good friend to me, I perceived that her behavior and attitude towards me of late has left far too much to be desired - tell me that she sees my face in front of her when we are not together. This is not something that I've been told by lovers in the past, and this could very well be DMSI working.
As I was walking today, I stopped to enjoy a view of the sea. An attractive young woman who was walking quickly at right angles to my path, and who clearly didn't see me in her line of vision, stopped dead in her tracks, turned to her right (which is where I was standing) and then walked on after about ten seconds or so of looking right at me. This, I suspect, is also DMSI working.
Most women seem to be turning their heads to look at me quite obviously, or on the other hand, working hard NOT to acknowledge my presence in any way, which can be another response to an exceptionally sexually attractive man.
It will be interesting to see what the next two days of DMSI rest will be like, before I get back into using the program again, per the 7 days on, 3 days off protocol.
Listening at night has been working for me. I'd say that the intensity, which does make me feel tired, is actually helping me to get deeper sleep - provided that I go to bed early. It works best for me to go to bed between 9 and 10 pm anyway, so this is supportive of my overall ideal schedule.
