04-30-2019, 08:55 PM
Had 2nd date last night went all good. But last night I had a dream that involved being at an airport and towards the end I was coming down the escalators and a young version of my pretty ex wife was waiting for me near the bottom (At the begining of our relationship I use to go to her country and meet her at the airport). The dream made me feel weird when I woke up and I "appreciated" that version that was in my dream. And I have a feeling like I can do better than this current girl I am seeing? which is unfortunate because I do like this girl, but it seems in fact at a subconscious level I compare everyone to my exwife as she was the "pinicle". It was a very magical and exciting how we met and everything following that, but I consciously realise and choose to accept that I don't need something like that or some one like that.
I don't know why I dreamed of her though, I don't have any "feelings" about that no more as I have moved on and I am fine with everything.
I wish dreams were not symbolic and were just blunt, in your face, straight to the point lol.
I will now go and focus on my wanted aspects of everything, including relationships in general to get back in the swing of things otherwise I will build up momentum in an unwanted way and who wants that when I have made good progress in this direction.
We get more of what we focus on, so gotta go get back to focusing.
I don't know why I dreamed of her though, I don't have any "feelings" about that no more as I have moved on and I am fine with everything.
I wish dreams were not symbolic and were just blunt, in your face, straight to the point lol.
I will now go and focus on my wanted aspects of everything, including relationships in general to get back in the swing of things otherwise I will build up momentum in an unwanted way and who wants that when I have made good progress in this direction.
We get more of what we focus on, so gotta go get back to focusing.
