04-28-2019, 03:28 AM
Still struggling with finding a life purpose. Also realizing how lazy I am.
I came to the conclusion it would be a good idea to research and write a small book on finding your life purpose. This would help me work through and find my own, and then if my findings were to be of value to someone else that's great.
Problem is, it's been so long since I actually created anything myself. When I sit down to do it, I just feel an overwhelming sense of tiredness, frustration and a wrench in my gut I can only describe as resistance. It's like there's a part of me that's really against creating something. I'm much happier learning new things (taking value from someone else) but when it comes to providing value back I'm rubbish. Even writing this... it's just all over the place.
Feeling a strong urge to switch back to BASE 5G or even drop subliminals altogether. I'm beginning to feel like LTU5 has given me the mindset to find a life purpose and give something to the world, but at the same time it's hindering me as I can't seem to think straight on it. But then... is that the sub's doing, or would I be feeling this way even if I weren't on a sub in the first place? I need a sub that's going to strengthen my mind and motivation so that I can create and provide value.
I just feel really really... down. It's like my whole being is screaming at me to figure out what I need to be doing and do it before it's too late, and until I find it I'm just wasting my time... but I still don't know what that thing is.
I came to the conclusion it would be a good idea to research and write a small book on finding your life purpose. This would help me work through and find my own, and then if my findings were to be of value to someone else that's great.
Problem is, it's been so long since I actually created anything myself. When I sit down to do it, I just feel an overwhelming sense of tiredness, frustration and a wrench in my gut I can only describe as resistance. It's like there's a part of me that's really against creating something. I'm much happier learning new things (taking value from someone else) but when it comes to providing value back I'm rubbish. Even writing this... it's just all over the place.
Feeling a strong urge to switch back to BASE 5G or even drop subliminals altogether. I'm beginning to feel like LTU5 has given me the mindset to find a life purpose and give something to the world, but at the same time it's hindering me as I can't seem to think straight on it. But then... is that the sub's doing, or would I be feeling this way even if I weren't on a sub in the first place? I need a sub that's going to strengthen my mind and motivation so that I can create and provide value.
I just feel really really... down. It's like my whole being is screaming at me to figure out what I need to be doing and do it before it's too late, and until I find it I'm just wasting my time... but I still don't know what that thing is.
