04-24-2019, 11:36 AM
(04-17-2019, 08:35 AM)Kol Wrote:(04-17-2019, 07:20 AM)Voytek Wrote: Day 87
I don't care about being an alpha any more. When I was doing AM6 I tried to be one and didn't allow people to treat me bad. Now I'm indifferent and just keep going if they're bad to me. Also I don't care about qualifying women (on that scale 1-10). If a woman is interested in me and she's nice and nice to look at I just "invite" her to my bed. I feel really calm and at peace with myself, it's super easy for me to express my sexual interest and sexual intentions to women. I feel my very core is getting really solid. The funny thing is, I was right about to give up on the sub since I didn't see any external results but they're coming to me step by step according to the advancement in my very core power
Same here regarding the not caring about being an alpha anymore. It feels weird. New territory. I realize just now how much stuff ive let go tbh.
Sounds like you both have moved from an outer to inner locus of control...