04-23-2019, 11:07 PM
So i have been listening every night for 24 nights so far, hybrid trickling stream most nights headphones and some just through speakers through my computer.
I feel relaxed and calm most of the time, feel comfortable in situations i already was comfortable in to start with and talking to people i already have been talking to plenty before hand.
New people i dont approach and go up to any to speak to, i dont seem to have that self esteem or confidence kick in yet, wish it would soon considering how powerful this product is. But i guess 90 days is what its going to take.
I get some being nice by message at times when invite them somewhere but in the end they just say yes will let you know then u see them out, and as i said hi to this one person ive known several years now who actually said would let me know about coming around for drinks and acting all nice, friends said never seen a woman be so cold when say hi. Not that i cared i was out for a good time and i did but that wasnt a positive reaction.
I can at times feel a bit more relaxed and calm but only in comfortable surroundings i know and feel comfortable in.
A more positive attitude would be good, its there at times slightly so far.
Universal detox not noticing anything there that i can see so far.
No dreams yet, so i dont know what changes are happening.
Will see how the next 36 days go for being 2 months in.
I feel relaxed and calm most of the time, feel comfortable in situations i already was comfortable in to start with and talking to people i already have been talking to plenty before hand.
New people i dont approach and go up to any to speak to, i dont seem to have that self esteem or confidence kick in yet, wish it would soon considering how powerful this product is. But i guess 90 days is what its going to take.
I get some being nice by message at times when invite them somewhere but in the end they just say yes will let you know then u see them out, and as i said hi to this one person ive known several years now who actually said would let me know about coming around for drinks and acting all nice, friends said never seen a woman be so cold when say hi. Not that i cared i was out for a good time and i did but that wasnt a positive reaction.
I can at times feel a bit more relaxed and calm but only in comfortable surroundings i know and feel comfortable in.
A more positive attitude would be good, its there at times slightly so far.
Universal detox not noticing anything there that i can see so far.
No dreams yet, so i dont know what changes are happening.
Will see how the next 36 days go for being 2 months in.
