MLS 4G

[Zane]

Yeah I would but money is short right now  and I didn't ask a refound for every 5.5G as I didn't use all of them for the required amount.
I think what you may struggle with the most, and which would also be the area which you can grow the most is the same area Dzeemo had the most struggle with. 
And that area is being is mostly being comfortable in a group setting like a forum, Facebook, a club, a group of person learning something together, etc. That area would be related directly to being confident in yourself, to remove any self doubt about your confidence and then being able to use that confidence in a group. In sub it would be more related directly to AM6 then WM2. 
In my previous reading I may have overestimated some placement in your chart, I learn a lot since then.

So relating that back to USLM, I think even if you accomplish a lot of things you may still feel a lack of confidence, like you want it to be perfect and what ever you do it won't ever be perfect so saying to yourself "I fck*d up" even if it was a good job you did. But USLM would or should help you with that, hopefully.

If you compare look at what dzeemo accomplish here in term of result and it didn't help him feel confident enough to be okay with himself.

Yes, it's true. I do feel I accomplished some things but I am not always confident.

I do have problem with connecting with people and working with them. I think this area is the hardest to work on cause it comes from my father's side.

It's is very hard for me too be confident in social setting like you said.. But I think I have found a way.

What if I don't feel confident yet not doubt myself.. Like in the middle. Where I just see what happens and let the events unfold.

It's like I do something and don't expect anything.. I am just neutral and so far its working really good.

I just need to find a way to remain in "Zen Mode".. Thats all..

I even made a goal just to remove self-doubt... but not install self-confidence.

Women seems to be smiling at me when they meet me and men respect me.. Basically everyone loves my USLM aura.

Not expecting or trying to impress anyone..

Also, I am on SSRI's so it sure is helping me not to feel self-doubt and not expect anything.. But it sure isn't making me confident.

I was guided by USLM to visit a Psychiatrist and get diagnosed with Severe - OCD.

So, staying neutral is the best I can do.. Being confident requires too much energy.

Maybe oneday ASC-6G will help me get all the confidence in the world but right now.. Neutral is the best i can do.. Also helps in social situations a bit

Does this sound good?