02-25-2019, 02:24 PM
I can relate to the place you are ichigo, I have also been there. Trying to apply concepts I read into real life. But it doesn't work, those things need to come from the inside (thereof the word insights). You need to work on the more basic stuff and then you will (from my understanding) experience things like unconditional love. If you haven't read about chakras I could recommend it for you. It's 7 major energy centers in the body which you work on from the bottom to the top (from survival to cosmic awareness). I find it a great framework to use in working on myself. Right now I'm working on my lower 3 chakras, which are needed to be stable and fully developed to provide a foundation for the upper 4. So I'm working on basic stuff.