02-10-2019, 12:51 AM
(02-09-2019, 05:56 PM)Shannon Wrote: DMSI can still work. Even outside the 35 day period. It becomes long term and possibly permanent programming if you use it long enough. My question is, why try to stifle your natural sexual response?
I was using DMSI on and off since v1, so that would make sense.
Reasons why:
A.) I have a girlfriend and want to display 100% loyalty
B.) To demonstrate I have self-control to myself
C.) To continue semen retention, its easier to not think sexual thoughts in the first place
D.) I always come from a place of selfishness and wanting to take from people. I want to be able to feel unconditional love for all, treat all equally without wanting anything in return, rather than putiing sexually attractive people on a pedestal because I want something from them
E.) I want to raise my vibration and “ascend” my consciousness
Essentially I’m trying to progress spiritually along the path and discover what that path actually is. I know you’re strict on Rule 4 so I cant talk about the theories/concepts I’m reading about, so this journal is intended to track my ups and downs and other aspects of the sub like motivation/detox/etc.