02-09-2019, 07:22 AM
2nd cycle completed, no internal changes that i can feel or notice yet, maybe slight boost in confidence at times but very small even around people i see 2-3 times a week can make sometimes very small conversation with but thats all so far. When i mean small im meaning a few word response as they quickly and continually walk to do whatever they need to do. I can watch others make full on conversations with these same people when its slow but they dont try to make conversation with me, so externally nothing, internally hope that slight bit of confidence at times is not just me trying to push myself like ive been trying for years since i was starting to get these short responses done before dmsi and am hoping dmsi was going to skyrocket my self confidence and self esteem to make that easier for me but so far not as much as i am hoping for.
Around women a couple may say hi being polite in a situation such as at a bar pub behind the bar or walking around, but thats more good customer service.
3 days off and then start cycle 3 on tuesday night.
Around women a couple may say hi being polite in a situation such as at a bar pub behind the bar or walking around, but thats more good customer service.
3 days off and then start cycle 3 on tuesday night.
