02-07-2019, 04:08 PM
(This post was last modified: 02-07-2019, 04:14 PM by EvolvingPhoenix.)
I should make note that I've never really had a GF or had sex before, so I don't know if a committed long term relationship is right for me. I'm also kinda scared I won't be any good because of my lack of experience (in bed and in relationships).
I think a piece of me is worried I'll get dumped and left heartbroken and is afraid of a committed relationship also because of that.
I went through a really bad friendship breakup a little over a year ago, and still haven't recovered. But I want some sort of close relationship. I'm thinking if I get the perfect FWB, I can have another close friendship, but not worry about getting dumped, because it's not a committed romantic relationship. Even though a piece of me DOES want a committed romantic relationship. I'm not sure if the time is right for one, so a piece of my thinks attracting my perfect FWB is the better option. But another piece of me thinks "Well, if a serious romantic relationship is what you REALLY want, why not take a risk and get into one?"
I'm still quite uncertain about which one I want.
I think a piece of me is worried I'll get dumped and left heartbroken and is afraid of a committed relationship also because of that.
I went through a really bad friendship breakup a little over a year ago, and still haven't recovered. But I want some sort of close relationship. I'm thinking if I get the perfect FWB, I can have another close friendship, but not worry about getting dumped, because it's not a committed romantic relationship. Even though a piece of me DOES want a committed romantic relationship. I'm not sure if the time is right for one, so a piece of my thinks attracting my perfect FWB is the better option. But another piece of me thinks "Well, if a serious romantic relationship is what you REALLY want, why not take a risk and get into one?"
I'm still quite uncertain about which one I want.
