02-03-2019, 05:13 PM
Vent post.
Finally on my 3 day break. And fuck. I'm feeling horny. I thought I finally had made it go away, but man I was wrong. I even planned a nice relaxing "off day" for myself in a couple of days so I can just recharge a bit. This horniness has got to go because it has no use right now. I'm already giving it my all for my goals in the gym and with my nutrition and with pushing things forward with my work/career. I'm also doing PE every weekday and learning more about the essentials for me (cryptocurrency, yoga, how the body works, etc.) on a daily basis. I stop and meditate or I stop what I'm doing and walk when I feel horny. Those are two things I can do at almost any point in the day that'll help.
But I always hear about turning that energy into something. Trust me, I'm one of the most creative people I know whether I fap or not. If I can turn it into some extreme level of creativity, then sure I'll do that. I'm just tired of feeling horny not being able to fap and not having anyone to fuck. I seriously wonder why I haven't heard stories about people losing their mind while doing this. If DMSI isn't gonna absorb that energy, then I'll do whatever to turn it into something else.
Finally on my 3 day break. And fuck. I'm feeling horny. I thought I finally had made it go away, but man I was wrong. I even planned a nice relaxing "off day" for myself in a couple of days so I can just recharge a bit. This horniness has got to go because it has no use right now. I'm already giving it my all for my goals in the gym and with my nutrition and with pushing things forward with my work/career. I'm also doing PE every weekday and learning more about the essentials for me (cryptocurrency, yoga, how the body works, etc.) on a daily basis. I stop and meditate or I stop what I'm doing and walk when I feel horny. Those are two things I can do at almost any point in the day that'll help.
But I always hear about turning that energy into something. Trust me, I'm one of the most creative people I know whether I fap or not. If I can turn it into some extreme level of creativity, then sure I'll do that. I'm just tired of feeling horny not being able to fap and not having anyone to fuck. I seriously wonder why I haven't heard stories about people losing their mind while doing this. If DMSI isn't gonna absorb that energy, then I'll do whatever to turn it into something else.
