02-01-2019, 03:47 AM
(01-31-2019, 11:02 PM)Just Saiyan Wrote: On the last week of 3.3, I ate healthy. Then I took the break plus a few days waiting for 3.3.1 and went back to unhealthy eating habits for this break which I have continued up until now. That's the biggest thing for me to consciously work on now because I know that it is a long running stress response.
First day of 3.3.1 I felt some energy movement. Then not much until the 7th day I felt a large amount of energy movement. I have been to that point before where it feels like something is about to break through and shift massively, but it never really gets over the hump. It all those looks takedidn't this time either. I feel like I don't have a lack of energy, but there is a lack of flow. Things are dammed up and I need to be able to release some energy that I am holding on to. Energy flows in but not back out which makes things stagnant.
The first night off I dreamed about being hypnotized and someone was doing some kind of psychic surgery on my spine. The second night of break I dreamed about being in some kind of night club like place where many hot women were dancing. I walked through and most of them looked at me and smiled. Then as I was leaving the place, one woman near the exit smiled at me as I passed. I decided to turn around and approach her. As soon as I did, she rejected me immediately and harshly.
I'm still very tired all the time.
All those loops take energy. Power to the max
