This has been a long week.
Here’s the problem. I’ve been trying the nofap thing and the only thing that worked to stop my sexual urges is holding my breath till I’m on the brink of passing out. I’m usually not in a situation where that’s feasible (showering, mid-workout, etc.). The problem is between DMSI and having just finished my cleanse last week my hormones feel like they’ve doubled. If I fap a bit to porn I can calm it down for a bit until later or the next day. If I don’t, I’m constantly trying to keep my mind occupied so I don’t think about sex. It’s been so bad that sometimes while I’m training in my home gym I get a boner mid workout. This is ridiculous!
I see people on NoFap complain about their energy and this and that suffering after they fap. I don’t experience that. Sure, I’ll think “Oh damn. Guess I gotta restart the streak”, and that’s about it. A couple hours later I feel just as good as usual (sometimes even a bit better after getting some kind of relief and being able to think clearly easier). And usually within 24-48 hours the hormones are back at full swing.
And yeah, this all happens while I’m productive all day. Usually it’s not until later at night I can even unwind.
I thought DMSI was supposed to be using this energy. I do all I can to try to make myself tired by bed time (really making my training sessions tough) but somehow that sexual drive just stays there and builds. At times it feels like it goes away for a bit but when I feel it again it’s stronger than it was before.
All this has been happening this week. Usually it’s not this often but that cleanse must’ve successfully reset my hormones. I don’t have a girl to fuck and I don’t know how to make it stop unless I just derail my gym and nutrition progress which isn’t happening.
Not to mention, I haven’t even started 3.3.1 yet. I don’t see how it could get any more wild though. Also seems like only way I can get in 9 hours is to connect my PC to my TV via HDMI and play the silent track while I sleep. None of my other devices with speakers can handle the frequency.
Here’s the problem. I’ve been trying the nofap thing and the only thing that worked to stop my sexual urges is holding my breath till I’m on the brink of passing out. I’m usually not in a situation where that’s feasible (showering, mid-workout, etc.). The problem is between DMSI and having just finished my cleanse last week my hormones feel like they’ve doubled. If I fap a bit to porn I can calm it down for a bit until later or the next day. If I don’t, I’m constantly trying to keep my mind occupied so I don’t think about sex. It’s been so bad that sometimes while I’m training in my home gym I get a boner mid workout. This is ridiculous!
I see people on NoFap complain about their energy and this and that suffering after they fap. I don’t experience that. Sure, I’ll think “Oh damn. Guess I gotta restart the streak”, and that’s about it. A couple hours later I feel just as good as usual (sometimes even a bit better after getting some kind of relief and being able to think clearly easier). And usually within 24-48 hours the hormones are back at full swing.
And yeah, this all happens while I’m productive all day. Usually it’s not until later at night I can even unwind.
I thought DMSI was supposed to be using this energy. I do all I can to try to make myself tired by bed time (really making my training sessions tough) but somehow that sexual drive just stays there and builds. At times it feels like it goes away for a bit but when I feel it again it’s stronger than it was before.
All this has been happening this week. Usually it’s not this often but that cleanse must’ve successfully reset my hormones. I don’t have a girl to fuck and I don’t know how to make it stop unless I just derail my gym and nutrition progress which isn’t happening.
Not to mention, I haven’t even started 3.3.1 yet. I don’t see how it could get any more wild though. Also seems like only way I can get in 9 hours is to connect my PC to my TV via HDMI and play the silent track while I sleep. None of my other devices with speakers can handle the frequency.
