01-22-2019, 08:44 AM
I never thought that I would come back to write an update for this journal as I have quit DMSI for USLM 4. Yet, here I am.
Last usage of DMSI would have been around Dec 13, 2018, so it would be roughly around 35 days away since my last listening to DMSI 3.3D. However, last week or so or more specifically last two days have been interesting for DMSI front.
First of all, I am noticing too much sexual pressure built up. I have masturbated on daily basis for last few days, but the pressure hasn't been released. Very odd, and it is first time that I had to deal with the pressure since I was a teenager. (Well, teenager time was worse, as I would get a random erection when I am walking down a street.)
Second, perhaps because of the first issue, I am starting to see the girls at work more attractive. Basically, those who were considered as unfuckable (due to not seeing them attractive), now turning fuckable based on their physical attractiveness. I am starting to notice that they have better body than I originally thought (i.e. bigger and bouncier breasts (perhaps bra?), more attractive legs and waist, prettier face and etc than I originally thought). This is interesting, but worrisome, as I'd definitely not want to get in complicated situation at work for various reasons mentioned in the earlier posts.
Third, I am seeing more polarizing effects. Some girls have gone completely cold, meaning I am pretty none existent for them, (funny though, one of them just turned to top three attractive one at the work (this doesn't mean she's top 3 of all the ones I have seen in my life)), while some other girls (there's one in particular), who have become rather too comfortable approaching me and asking me a favor. I suppose this can be a good sign in an ordinary situation, but in my current situation, it is considered as a bad thing. (It basically equates to more unnecessary work.) Girls gone completely cold started a few weeks ago (maybe a month or a bit longer), while the girl becoming more comfortable started maybe a week ago, or a few days ago.
Perhaps these are nothing, but they can be something related to DMSI. Therefore, I wanted to share it. If it is related to DMSI or caused by DMSI, it is very interesting as the observed effect is quite strong (perhaps even stronger than when I was running DMSI 3.3D for a few days.).
Anyway, I hope that USLM4 comes out soon, though I wish I could affor and run the next version of LTU (it will sadly be too expensive for me to afford). I got a few things that can be worked on for sure. For a starter, getting out of this conscription much earlier would be a very nice one. And it would definitely require luck maximization as getting out of this conscription without trouble would require a miracle.
Last usage of DMSI would have been around Dec 13, 2018, so it would be roughly around 35 days away since my last listening to DMSI 3.3D. However, last week or so or more specifically last two days have been interesting for DMSI front.
First of all, I am noticing too much sexual pressure built up. I have masturbated on daily basis for last few days, but the pressure hasn't been released. Very odd, and it is first time that I had to deal with the pressure since I was a teenager. (Well, teenager time was worse, as I would get a random erection when I am walking down a street.)
Second, perhaps because of the first issue, I am starting to see the girls at work more attractive. Basically, those who were considered as unfuckable (due to not seeing them attractive), now turning fuckable based on their physical attractiveness. I am starting to notice that they have better body than I originally thought (i.e. bigger and bouncier breasts (perhaps bra?), more attractive legs and waist, prettier face and etc than I originally thought). This is interesting, but worrisome, as I'd definitely not want to get in complicated situation at work for various reasons mentioned in the earlier posts.
Third, I am seeing more polarizing effects. Some girls have gone completely cold, meaning I am pretty none existent for them, (funny though, one of them just turned to top three attractive one at the work (this doesn't mean she's top 3 of all the ones I have seen in my life)), while some other girls (there's one in particular), who have become rather too comfortable approaching me and asking me a favor. I suppose this can be a good sign in an ordinary situation, but in my current situation, it is considered as a bad thing. (It basically equates to more unnecessary work.) Girls gone completely cold started a few weeks ago (maybe a month or a bit longer), while the girl becoming more comfortable started maybe a week ago, or a few days ago.
Perhaps these are nothing, but they can be something related to DMSI. Therefore, I wanted to share it. If it is related to DMSI or caused by DMSI, it is very interesting as the observed effect is quite strong (perhaps even stronger than when I was running DMSI 3.3D for a few days.).
Anyway, I hope that USLM4 comes out soon, though I wish I could affor and run the next version of LTU (it will sadly be too expensive for me to afford). I got a few things that can be worked on for sure. For a starter, getting out of this conscription much earlier would be a very nice one. And it would definitely require luck maximization as getting out of this conscription without trouble would require a miracle.
