01-15-2019, 09:33 AM
Taking my break now, starting as of last night. I plan on running 3.3.1 on day of release, so I want to be fresh for it.
I'm looking for my irritability to be less, or eliminated, on listening days. I imagine that once I'm passed whatever FRM is actively working on, that will be the case. My subconscious stress level is out-of-hand on listening days. In other words, normal stressors - that don't seem like a big deal - can set my temper off. The difference between listening days and days off is very apparent.
Had two nights of dreams that included my SIL (first since starting 3.3). The dreams were on rest days. They were straight-forward, with messages that really made me think. I'm not going to detail them here, but the cliff notes is that I'm responsible for my happiness and enjoyment in my life, not anyone else. Some things are unavoidable, some people are unavoidable, and you just have to deal with that.
Lastly, the last two or three days, all I've thought about is money and career, and my motivation to make changes and put effort into that area has been high - almost manic, even. I'm going to keep an eye on that. I'm happy to work on it, but shifting my focus suddenly like that makes me think it's a resistance tactic.
I'm looking for my irritability to be less, or eliminated, on listening days. I imagine that once I'm passed whatever FRM is actively working on, that will be the case. My subconscious stress level is out-of-hand on listening days. In other words, normal stressors - that don't seem like a big deal - can set my temper off. The difference between listening days and days off is very apparent.
Had two nights of dreams that included my SIL (first since starting 3.3). The dreams were on rest days. They were straight-forward, with messages that really made me think. I'm not going to detail them here, but the cliff notes is that I'm responsible for my happiness and enjoyment in my life, not anyone else. Some things are unavoidable, some people are unavoidable, and you just have to deal with that.
Lastly, the last two or three days, all I've thought about is money and career, and my motivation to make changes and put effort into that area has been high - almost manic, even. I'm going to keep an eye on that. I'm happy to work on it, but shifting my focus suddenly like that makes me think it's a resistance tactic.
