01-08-2019, 07:07 AM
(This post was last modified: 01-08-2019, 07:09 AM by Williamx25.)
Monday january 7th
Lol I forgot to post yesterday so i’ll make a combi post.
I went to university and I didn’t notice much. I have conversations with my classmates and the females aren’t impressed or something. I always give them strong eye contact and they look back at me straight into my eyes. But that’s normal behavior during daily conversations. No flirting, no “indicators of interest”, no unusual stuff happening.
Also on public transportation I don’t notice anything at all, no stares, no glances, no eye contact, no body language cues, no “indicators of interest”.
Obviously this has to do with the fact that i’m still resisting the sub. I had turbulence but nothing heavy because I got enough sleep, I had my first lectures at 11:00 AM.
DMSI-3.3D 5.5G: day 11
Nofap: day 11
Tuesday january 8th
Got back from university and I didn’t noticed anything. Same stuff happened as yesterday (monday) just having friendly conversations and serious conversations about our science projects, meetings, but no-one seems to notice me or to have interest in me.... I wish I could kick my subconscious ass so that he starts executing....
It’s so annoying that Shannon makes these awesome subs and I keep resisting these subs. I hope the new FRM updates will destroy all my fears.
And on top of this, I woke up like 5 times last night, my subconscious mind still fights back... Message to my subconscious kind: could you please start executing? You’re sabotaging my life and my daily routine!!!
DMSI-3.3D 5.5G: day 11
Nofap: day 11
Lol I forgot to post yesterday so i’ll make a combi post.
I went to university and I didn’t notice much. I have conversations with my classmates and the females aren’t impressed or something. I always give them strong eye contact and they look back at me straight into my eyes. But that’s normal behavior during daily conversations. No flirting, no “indicators of interest”, no unusual stuff happening.
Also on public transportation I don’t notice anything at all, no stares, no glances, no eye contact, no body language cues, no “indicators of interest”.
Obviously this has to do with the fact that i’m still resisting the sub. I had turbulence but nothing heavy because I got enough sleep, I had my first lectures at 11:00 AM.
DMSI-3.3D 5.5G: day 11
Nofap: day 11
Tuesday january 8th
Got back from university and I didn’t noticed anything. Same stuff happened as yesterday (monday) just having friendly conversations and serious conversations about our science projects, meetings, but no-one seems to notice me or to have interest in me.... I wish I could kick my subconscious ass so that he starts executing....
It’s so annoying that Shannon makes these awesome subs and I keep resisting these subs. I hope the new FRM updates will destroy all my fears.
And on top of this, I woke up like 5 times last night, my subconscious mind still fights back... Message to my subconscious kind: could you please start executing? You’re sabotaging my life and my daily routine!!!
DMSI-3.3D 5.5G: day 11
Nofap: day 11
