01-07-2019, 05:58 AM
Full transparency, I'm fuckin' up. Been listening to ultrasonic or ocean surf hybrid, loud. On speaker, US track as loud as possible w/out crackling. On sleep phones, 7-8 clicks - so not as loud as possible, but loudish.
I've also been jacking the loops to 8 or 9, depending on whatever I can get in. I had a restless night of sleep two nights ago, where I was up from 2 AM to 5 AM, and had to drug myself to get back to sleep. I've also been crazy-horny the past few days - and my wife being on her monthly - have taken care of that more than a few times. So, resisting pretty hard, it seems?
Last night I went to bed, couldn't find my sleep phones, so said fuck it and took the night off when I was supposed to have two more nights before SASRB.
Had a dream I double booked my responsibilities, but wasn't aware of it until it was too late to get out of one of them...Also dreamt of getting together w/ old friends, a few of whom I'm no longer friends with - all from high school era.
I've also been jacking the loops to 8 or 9, depending on whatever I can get in. I had a restless night of sleep two nights ago, where I was up from 2 AM to 5 AM, and had to drug myself to get back to sleep. I've also been crazy-horny the past few days - and my wife being on her monthly - have taken care of that more than a few times. So, resisting pretty hard, it seems?
Last night I went to bed, couldn't find my sleep phones, so said fuck it and took the night off when I was supposed to have two more nights before SASRB.
Had a dream I double booked my responsibilities, but wasn't aware of it until it was too late to get out of one of them...Also dreamt of getting together w/ old friends, a few of whom I'm no longer friends with - all from high school era.
