Just got back from the last day of swim lessons for my son this session. No lessons 'til after the new year.
Getting-divorced MILF was there...with her mother. But, she was dressed up. Hair done, makeup looking perfect, nice shirt, sexy boots. She's was dressed up for something, or someone. I don't think she could even be 30 y/o yet...Blonde, has it in all the right places, really pretty facial features, nice, really pleasant personality. Just my type, no wonder my wife's hackles were up last week.
I sat down next to her, and she introduced me to her mom. Instantly she was nervous (not the mom, the MILF). Then it was like I caught her nerves from her. I was fine one second, and anxious the next. I supposed it could have originated in me, but it felt like it wasn't mine. So then I thought about the FRM, and ARA, and the nerves passed from being a 9 or 10 to a 2 or so pretty quickly. I wondered if I could process her nervousness for her?
She had trouble conversing with me. She naturally was more comfortable with her mother, so she spoke with her most of the half hour. She was much more nervous than usual. It's like she wanted something to happen, but didn't know what to do, or...maybe just a reaction to the change in me from last week to this week.
Another thing of note: Men are trying to impress me, or they laugh ridiculously hard at any quip I have. It's really exaggerated. The other night I thought me dad was going to die, he laughed so hard. And then he was excited to show off his new Alfa Romeo to me. Took me for a "test drive" and scared the shit out of me, lol. 0-60 in...well, it was fuckin' fast.
At preschool yesterday, this grandfather talked to me for the first time by opening me about the sports team of the hat I was wearing. He's never spoken to me before, but he was really enthusiastic. I was just trying to read sub-talk posts on my phone...
Took the kids to eat Krispy Kreme donuts before swim lessons this morning. This guy stopped by our table to talk to the kids and joke around with me.
No memory of the dreams I had during my days off. Back to 5 loops tonight for another 5 days.
Getting-divorced MILF was there...with her mother. But, she was dressed up. Hair done, makeup looking perfect, nice shirt, sexy boots. She's was dressed up for something, or someone. I don't think she could even be 30 y/o yet...Blonde, has it in all the right places, really pretty facial features, nice, really pleasant personality. Just my type, no wonder my wife's hackles were up last week.
I sat down next to her, and she introduced me to her mom. Instantly she was nervous (not the mom, the MILF). Then it was like I caught her nerves from her. I was fine one second, and anxious the next. I supposed it could have originated in me, but it felt like it wasn't mine. So then I thought about the FRM, and ARA, and the nerves passed from being a 9 or 10 to a 2 or so pretty quickly. I wondered if I could process her nervousness for her?
She had trouble conversing with me. She naturally was more comfortable with her mother, so she spoke with her most of the half hour. She was much more nervous than usual. It's like she wanted something to happen, but didn't know what to do, or...maybe just a reaction to the change in me from last week to this week.
Another thing of note: Men are trying to impress me, or they laugh ridiculously hard at any quip I have. It's really exaggerated. The other night I thought me dad was going to die, he laughed so hard. And then he was excited to show off his new Alfa Romeo to me. Took me for a "test drive" and scared the shit out of me, lol. 0-60 in...well, it was fuckin' fast.
At preschool yesterday, this grandfather talked to me for the first time by opening me about the sports team of the hat I was wearing. He's never spoken to me before, but he was really enthusiastic. I was just trying to read sub-talk posts on my phone...
Took the kids to eat Krispy Kreme donuts before swim lessons this morning. This guy stopped by our table to talk to the kids and joke around with me.
No memory of the dreams I had during my days off. Back to 5 loops tonight for another 5 days.
