12-11-2018, 09:20 AM
Let me point out a few internal things I think worth mentioning before getting back to DMSI.
1. Masturbation habit. It was gradually decreasing. I have lost interests in porn, nor did these stuff intrigued my sexual interest much. At certain times, I masturbated on a daily basis, and at some other times, I held for a while. Still, my interest in porn has been consistently and gradually decreased. Maybe it's that the quality of porn has decreased in general.
2. Interest in sex decreased in general? I don't know what's this, but it may have to do with my aging. (Still quite young, but I'm late 20s now...)
3. Maybe related to 2, but my interest in women had decreased, and also the desire for relationship.
I'm currently listening to DMSI, and it is my 3rd day. Here is what I noticed.
1. Porn and masturbation habit: it seems nonexistent at the moment. Well, I also noticed that a few days before starting DMSI, my porn and masturbation habit sorta stopped. Now that stopping is actually strong. I actually decided to test it by deliberately getting myself to check out some porn stuff, but it seems not working, so far. It doesn't turn me on, nor does it get me more interested in sex. Who knows what it will be like in the future, and my record for abstaining was about 1.5~ 2 weeks, I think? Let's see how long this new trend will last.
2. Babies and young children? They tend to come more and notice me more? Well, this is something I also noticed with previous versions. However, the tendency was so minor that it wasn't that much of increase, but a minor one. (They did that even while I was not on DMSI.) So minor that I doubt whether it was actually nothing or children's staring at me more. If it was more, then it was a minimal difference.
3. I find my coworkers (female ones) more unattractive? Okay, let me rephrase. I spot their body faults more easily. For instance, I noticed one girl's legs ugly, or I find the other girl, whose face I thought was okay, now ugly. The funny thing, I thought these two would be the choice to have sex, if I had to choose. (The rest didn't even remotely register as fuckable.) On the other hand, I sorta found one woman, who would be considered as unfuckable, now suddenly slightly hot. Well, she's got great lets, and nice body proportions. (It didn't look that way, but now it looks that way. LOL) However, she's definitely untouchable, nor would I run any risk with her. (She's married has two kids. Too many problems, if anything were to happen with her. And I explained that I am now in a way more risky situation.)
In summary, it's safe to say that I only noticed internal changes. Again, pretty consistent with my previous experience with DMSI. Nothing significant in terms of people's changed attitudes or behavior towards me. This makes me glad at the same time meh. I'm glad that there was no change with people's action towards me, which means I wouldn't get into trouble. On the other hand, not really seeing external difference was sorta disappointing. I know I'm contradicting myself, but that's how I felt.
I am still struggling to figure out what to do with AM6 at the moment, but I can and will tell that I will try to run and see the result of DMSI after the secondary ASRB kicks in. Yes, I will try to run it at least till next week. I don't know Christmas is near, and Christmas in this country is supposed to be a day for couples, and for romance. It's odd, but that's the case. Maybe I will try to run it till then, and see if I get a lonely and hot soul along the way? Highly doubt it, but if reality bending is so strong, it may happen. Right?
1. Masturbation habit. It was gradually decreasing. I have lost interests in porn, nor did these stuff intrigued my sexual interest much. At certain times, I masturbated on a daily basis, and at some other times, I held for a while. Still, my interest in porn has been consistently and gradually decreased. Maybe it's that the quality of porn has decreased in general.
2. Interest in sex decreased in general? I don't know what's this, but it may have to do with my aging. (Still quite young, but I'm late 20s now...)
3. Maybe related to 2, but my interest in women had decreased, and also the desire for relationship.
I'm currently listening to DMSI, and it is my 3rd day. Here is what I noticed.
1. Porn and masturbation habit: it seems nonexistent at the moment. Well, I also noticed that a few days before starting DMSI, my porn and masturbation habit sorta stopped. Now that stopping is actually strong. I actually decided to test it by deliberately getting myself to check out some porn stuff, but it seems not working, so far. It doesn't turn me on, nor does it get me more interested in sex. Who knows what it will be like in the future, and my record for abstaining was about 1.5~ 2 weeks, I think? Let's see how long this new trend will last.
2. Babies and young children? They tend to come more and notice me more? Well, this is something I also noticed with previous versions. However, the tendency was so minor that it wasn't that much of increase, but a minor one. (They did that even while I was not on DMSI.) So minor that I doubt whether it was actually nothing or children's staring at me more. If it was more, then it was a minimal difference.
3. I find my coworkers (female ones) more unattractive? Okay, let me rephrase. I spot their body faults more easily. For instance, I noticed one girl's legs ugly, or I find the other girl, whose face I thought was okay, now ugly. The funny thing, I thought these two would be the choice to have sex, if I had to choose. (The rest didn't even remotely register as fuckable.) On the other hand, I sorta found one woman, who would be considered as unfuckable, now suddenly slightly hot. Well, she's got great lets, and nice body proportions. (It didn't look that way, but now it looks that way. LOL) However, she's definitely untouchable, nor would I run any risk with her. (She's married has two kids. Too many problems, if anything were to happen with her. And I explained that I am now in a way more risky situation.)
In summary, it's safe to say that I only noticed internal changes. Again, pretty consistent with my previous experience with DMSI. Nothing significant in terms of people's changed attitudes or behavior towards me. This makes me glad at the same time meh. I'm glad that there was no change with people's action towards me, which means I wouldn't get into trouble. On the other hand, not really seeing external difference was sorta disappointing. I know I'm contradicting myself, but that's how I felt.
I am still struggling to figure out what to do with AM6 at the moment, but I can and will tell that I will try to run and see the result of DMSI after the secondary ASRB kicks in. Yes, I will try to run it at least till next week. I don't know Christmas is near, and Christmas in this country is supposed to be a day for couples, and for romance. It's odd, but that's the case. Maybe I will try to run it till then, and see if I get a lonely and hot soul along the way? Highly doubt it, but if reality bending is so strong, it may happen. Right?
