Sun 2 December
Today is Day 70 of UMOP in total (UMOP + UMOP2) & Day 13 of the New UMOP2 = 70:13
Day 3 of Cycle 3
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I wasnt at all sleepy or tired and went to bed around 5am after doing the study I wanted to from yesterdays update.
Again to reiterate, my being in the zone wasnt the sub but 100% my usual procrastination behaviour of reaching a deadend and having to now take action.
Anyway I couldnt sleep at all and at 6am the electricity to my apartment went off. Later I found that it was the whole building.
I resigned to my fate and felt that I wouldnt be able to listen to the sub for today however then the electricity came back on shortly after.
I still wasnt tired, so read a book I havent once touched on PUA and set the sub to play after 30mins of silence.
Eventually around 9am I realised im totally fucked so need to sleep.
I fell asleep and woke today around 3pm and now have a headache at 8pm and have been a zombie.
I have a test tomorrow at 8am. I have heard its fairly easy though it is an exam so im 50/50 about it.
I will do some studying today but as yet im not getting anything concrete :/
also no dreams.
Also not fapped now: 48th day today. I have no reason not to be fapping. Im not an addict but this is odd. The only logical reason is that I want to conserve energy for whenever I do either have sex or fap but if its not the sub no idea what it is as its not TID then.
Today is Day 70 of UMOP in total (UMOP + UMOP2) & Day 13 of the New UMOP2 = 70:13
Day 3 of Cycle 3
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I wasnt at all sleepy or tired and went to bed around 5am after doing the study I wanted to from yesterdays update.
Again to reiterate, my being in the zone wasnt the sub but 100% my usual procrastination behaviour of reaching a deadend and having to now take action.
Anyway I couldnt sleep at all and at 6am the electricity to my apartment went off. Later I found that it was the whole building.
I resigned to my fate and felt that I wouldnt be able to listen to the sub for today however then the electricity came back on shortly after.
I still wasnt tired, so read a book I havent once touched on PUA and set the sub to play after 30mins of silence.
Eventually around 9am I realised im totally fucked so need to sleep.
I fell asleep and woke today around 3pm and now have a headache at 8pm and have been a zombie.
I have a test tomorrow at 8am. I have heard its fairly easy though it is an exam so im 50/50 about it.
I will do some studying today but as yet im not getting anything concrete :/
also no dreams.
Also not fapped now: 48th day today. I have no reason not to be fapping. Im not an addict but this is odd. The only logical reason is that I want to conserve energy for whenever I do either have sex or fap but if its not the sub no idea what it is as its not TID then.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days