11-20-2018, 03:08 PM
(11-20-2018, 08:38 AM)Shannon Wrote: When the subconscious wants something badly enough, it can do amazing things to cause it.
Now ask yourself, why would it go to such lengths to prevent using this?
I had to rush away so couldnt reply but I did see this message and have been trying to mull over it at times today.
I can only assume that my subconscious is afraid of me reaching all of my goals. Goals of weight loss to goals of study etc.
I feel these are all goals given to me that society or family want me to achieve or expect me to achieve.
Even though consciously I know these are good goals, healthy goals and goals that I will benefit from I think maybe a part of me resents my family telling me what to do because as with most kids, growing up I got mixed signals of love from my family perhaps. Im of course guessing about all of this.
I say all this because a few years ago, I did something which was pretty darn remarkable but it was easy, a goal that I did because I believed I was super able to and that made procrastination on that goal less likely.
However I honestly dont know why my subsconsious is stopping me so is there a way from your FRM to either ask it or to Shut it the fuck up and make it execute my conscious healthy desires?
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days