Mon 19th November
Today is Day 57 of UMOP in total & Day 10 of the New UMOP2 = 57:10
Day 5 of 2nd cycle
Today is my day of break and tomorrow will be the start of my 3rd cycle of UMOP2
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So far no execution
No dreams or anything to report.
Went to see a trainer today who told me that I need to have specific goals and break down the goals to smaller achievable goals.
I KNOW ALL OF THIS ALREADY! I have read so much on goal setting over the last 10+ years actually 18years and still im now where.
Hes helped me to break down my training/exercise to simpler goals, what I anyway feel is achievable.
Either way I should be doing this myself but im procrastinating on this. Call it life or call it excuses the bottom line is that im not reaching my potential at the moment.
I hoped and still hope that UMOP2 and FRM v3.2 would kick my subconscious into gear.
I told the trainer that I know its my mindset thats working against me and my mindset that needs to change but that is why im using the subs and hoping that it changes my mindset but so far nothing
Anyway thats all to share at the moment.
@Shannon do re-read the post I think from yesterday with the dream I had that was a major coincidence please as im wondering if its UMOP2 and thus good data for you or its just nothing.
thanks
ps: was a little aroused today but no fapping. Energy levels seem better today, its definitely due to me getting better relaxed sleep rather than the sub perhaps. I think since im not under any stress now I am refreshed more, but when I have to wake up, for uni or for work experience as was the case last week then it may cause stress.
This stress may contribute to my procrastination perhaps im unsure.
I will soon be reaching 60 days on UMOP as a whole so @Shannon please let me know if you want me to actually stay on UMOP2 itself for 90days as im more eager for the sub to work and to give it all the chance to work than the money back which has never been my goal anyway.
thanks
Today is Day 57 of UMOP in total & Day 10 of the New UMOP2 = 57:10
Day 5 of 2nd cycle
Today is my day of break and tomorrow will be the start of my 3rd cycle of UMOP2
--------------------------------
So far no execution
No dreams or anything to report.
Went to see a trainer today who told me that I need to have specific goals and break down the goals to smaller achievable goals.
I KNOW ALL OF THIS ALREADY! I have read so much on goal setting over the last 10+ years actually 18years and still im now where.
Hes helped me to break down my training/exercise to simpler goals, what I anyway feel is achievable.
Either way I should be doing this myself but im procrastinating on this. Call it life or call it excuses the bottom line is that im not reaching my potential at the moment.
I hoped and still hope that UMOP2 and FRM v3.2 would kick my subconscious into gear.
I told the trainer that I know its my mindset thats working against me and my mindset that needs to change but that is why im using the subs and hoping that it changes my mindset but so far nothing
Anyway thats all to share at the moment.
@Shannon do re-read the post I think from yesterday with the dream I had that was a major coincidence please as im wondering if its UMOP2 and thus good data for you or its just nothing.
thanks
ps: was a little aroused today but no fapping. Energy levels seem better today, its definitely due to me getting better relaxed sleep rather than the sub perhaps. I think since im not under any stress now I am refreshed more, but when I have to wake up, for uni or for work experience as was the case last week then it may cause stress.
This stress may contribute to my procrastination perhaps im unsure.
I will soon be reaching 60 days on UMOP as a whole so @Shannon please let me know if you want me to actually stay on UMOP2 itself for 90days as im more eager for the sub to work and to give it all the chance to work than the money back which has never been my goal anyway.
thanks
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days