(11-13-2018, 11:25 AM)Shannon Wrote: Your dream is almost certainly indicating that the programming is finally starting to get through.
The man and woman are very likely representations of the male and female voices I use in the audio for each program. Them "trespassing" probably indicates that some part of you wanting to reject them still and doesn't want them in your "home" (the part of yourself that is trying to resist).
You being unable to shout and being "paralyzed with fear" suggests that the changes that the FRM is making is preventing the resisting parts of you from having the ability to completely resist change anymore, and this is very frightening for that part of you.
Couldn't call for help and couldn't do anything to remove them suggests that there is no way you can find to defeat what the FRM is doing to achieve its goals.
Wow if this is the case then I can't honestly wait for the changes to happen and for UMOP to take over
I had 1 more update that I completely forgot to share.
Update1:
No fap. I haven't fapped for around 4 weeks now. The last time I did was around 10-13th October approx so yes 4 weeks now.
Is this due to UMOP1 since it began during it's run? @Shannon
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
