11-11-2018, 02:42 AM
(This post was last modified: 11-11-2018, 02:50 AM by guyinlahore.)
Day 119 to Day 122
I did not post for a while as nothing significant happened. However, during 3 days I went to attend an office meeting / retreat in an outstation venue. Overall I do not have a good relationship with my office colleagues due to various reasons.
I kept listening to the sub during the day on my spare mobile. I feel that my interaction was very good. Some of the colleagues got more friendlier with me. I think I myself have become more friendlier and have removed some of the walls / barriers around me. I am more at ease talking to strangers. I feel the need to be secure and safe has diminished a bit; i do not feel the need to be more protective about myself. Within myself I felt that I am speaking more opening without fear of judgement, repercussion; which may be good and may not be good as you need to be a bit diplomatic in office environments. There were some ups and downs during those days but I think the sub kept my going without my getting upset or depressed.
I noticed less brain fog during the trip and in some times I felt like zero brain fog, which is quite opposite at home. Maybe it was due to the new environment; don't know.
Overall I am more relaxed, less stressed out and less tense.
I did not post for a while as nothing significant happened. However, during 3 days I went to attend an office meeting / retreat in an outstation venue. Overall I do not have a good relationship with my office colleagues due to various reasons.
I kept listening to the sub during the day on my spare mobile. I feel that my interaction was very good. Some of the colleagues got more friendlier with me. I think I myself have become more friendlier and have removed some of the walls / barriers around me. I am more at ease talking to strangers. I feel the need to be secure and safe has diminished a bit; i do not feel the need to be more protective about myself. Within myself I felt that I am speaking more opening without fear of judgement, repercussion; which may be good and may not be good as you need to be a bit diplomatic in office environments. There were some ups and downs during those days but I think the sub kept my going without my getting upset or depressed.
I noticed less brain fog during the trip and in some times I felt like zero brain fog, which is quite opposite at home. Maybe it was due to the new environment; don't know.
Overall I am more relaxed, less stressed out and less tense.
E1 182 days: E2 127 days: USLM3 317 days: UMS 210 days...
