So today was interesting. I started listening to this medtation that at first seemed a bit weird. I had to pull myself out of it early so could consciously hear the last part of it and it sounded to me like it was telling me I don't have to do anything until I'm ready. But the rest of it sounded good.
I'm not a big believer in coincidence. Today I felt like smiling at every girl who I locked eyes with. I didn't but I did smile at a few, I had really great conversations with that girl at work, one went for about 30 or 40 minutes and we were just really connecting. She has a bf so nothing will happen but it's great to get that level of connection with her.
Went to the same takeaway place I go to every day for lunch (same person serves me, I'm not attracted and she's never really shown interest). I normally get a honey mustard chicken burger and she then asked if I like a certain type of food and recommended I get a different burger and she can add the sauce to it because it's better value as it has more stuff in it lol.
On the train there was this really cute girl, I looked at her a few times but she looked at me maybe once. But it was weird cos my mind was telling me she liked me even though she was not looking at me at all. And a couple of time she bent down to get something out of her bag and I was suddenly imagining that she was doing it to get my attention and I imagined her smiling at me as she stood up. It was weird because there was nothing from her to indicate she was interested haha.
There was more but I don't really remember. I just know that today was a pretty good day. Shame about the girl at work being taken
I'm not a big believer in coincidence. Today I felt like smiling at every girl who I locked eyes with. I didn't but I did smile at a few, I had really great conversations with that girl at work, one went for about 30 or 40 minutes and we were just really connecting. She has a bf so nothing will happen but it's great to get that level of connection with her.
Went to the same takeaway place I go to every day for lunch (same person serves me, I'm not attracted and she's never really shown interest). I normally get a honey mustard chicken burger and she then asked if I like a certain type of food and recommended I get a different burger and she can add the sauce to it because it's better value as it has more stuff in it lol.
On the train there was this really cute girl, I looked at her a few times but she looked at me maybe once. But it was weird cos my mind was telling me she liked me even though she was not looking at me at all. And a couple of time she bent down to get something out of her bag and I was suddenly imagining that she was doing it to get my attention and I imagined her smiling at me as she stood up. It was weird because there was nothing from her to indicate she was interested haha.
There was more but I don't really remember. I just know that today was a pretty good day. Shame about the girl at work being taken
