10-14-2018, 10:30 PM
Day 97
The instruction for the sub clearly says it should not be used while driving due to both In-The-Moment state shifting and Triggered state shifting. In the start I was hesitant. Then I tried to listen to it while driving to office and nothing happened. So I kept on listening to the sub daily in my car and listening whole day and also when driving back home in the evening.
Yesterday I was driving my car and the pickup in front of me braked suddenly. I was lost in thoughts and my reaction time was slow. Thankfully I managed to stop in time. I think it might be due to listening to sub and state shifting. I have stopped listening to the sub while driving.
I also feel that in the start the sub was gentle. After about 3 months, I think the sub has melted / penetrated the outer layer or shell and is now affecting me very directly. Sometimes when I listen I feel that I feel kind of drugged. I will try to explain as best as I can. The feeling of drugged is not so much that I lose control of myself or surroundings but i feel like my mind is in some cloud or smoke. When I am not listening to the sub I feel more clear.
The instruction for the sub clearly says it should not be used while driving due to both In-The-Moment state shifting and Triggered state shifting. In the start I was hesitant. Then I tried to listen to it while driving to office and nothing happened. So I kept on listening to the sub daily in my car and listening whole day and also when driving back home in the evening.
Yesterday I was driving my car and the pickup in front of me braked suddenly. I was lost in thoughts and my reaction time was slow. Thankfully I managed to stop in time. I think it might be due to listening to sub and state shifting. I have stopped listening to the sub while driving.
I also feel that in the start the sub was gentle. After about 3 months, I think the sub has melted / penetrated the outer layer or shell and is now affecting me very directly. Sometimes when I listen I feel that I feel kind of drugged. I will try to explain as best as I can. The feeling of drugged is not so much that I lose control of myself or surroundings but i feel like my mind is in some cloud or smoke. When I am not listening to the sub I feel more clear.
E1 182 days: E2 127 days: USLM3 317 days: UMS 210 days...
